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Tyra

Tyra

Pic is from Shawshank Redemption after he escaped.
Jul 22, 2026
173
Okay this is gonna be hella TMI. But fuck it. Talking it out helps me think through it.

So sometimes I get so constipated that it literally won't come out, and it's like a plug. I don't know why, maybe just eating bad and taking iron pills causes bad constipation. Maybe being dehydrated.

I get so constipated sometimes that I literally can't shit, and have to manually push it out with my thumb through the vaginal wall. And even then there's some resistance.

I don't really care that much if I shit myself when I CTB but it's lowkey easy for me to get constipated… just need to figure out trends so I can replicate it.

Idk how everything works with the muscles relaxing after dying, so I don't know if this will work but it's worth a shot I guess.

I'm getting cremated so it'll be all burned up, and then I feel better cause I'm not causing a mess for someone. But at the end of the day, they do it everyday so it won't really make a difference.
 
dragonofenvy

dragonofenvy

Paragon
Oct 8, 2023
933
I'm pretty sure you're going to shit yourself no matter what when you die since your bowels will fully relax after some time and, combined with the internal pressure of your bodily gasses, it will come out. Everybody does it when they die. It's not going to be a shock to anyone. Even if you don't shit yourself immediately, when you get moved everything will come out.
 
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inextremis

inextremis

Member
Jan 22, 2026
25
If you don't immediately shit yourself due to muscle relaxation you would still do it during decomp. Its just going to happen.
 
GroundControl

GroundControl

Can you hear me, Major Tom?
Feb 3, 2024
123
Arguably, the more backed up you are, the more you're gonna shit out. Previous users in the thread are right. Phases of decomp will push out the feces, and being backed up just means it's gonna be a bigger heap of brown.
 
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sometimelater

sometimelater

Member
Jul 13, 2026
20
i dont want my parents to find me in a shitty puddle in my bed but i guess thats just the way it is
 
Tyra

Tyra

Pic is from Shawshank Redemption after he escaped.
Jul 22, 2026
173
I'm pretty sure you're going to shit yourself no matter what when you die since your bowels will fully relax after some time and, combined with the internal pressure of your bodily gasses, it will come out. Everybody does it when they die. It's not going to be a shock to anyone. Even if you don't shit yourself immediately, when you get moved everything will come out.
Hmm yeah your prob right. Good points.
Arguably, the more backed up you are, the more you're gonna shit out. Previous users in the thread are right. Phases of decomp will push out the feces, and being backed up just means it's gonna be a bigger heap of brown.
Yeah makes sense. It is what it is I guess. I will take measures to make things less messy and maybe do some fasting but don't know if that's worth it.
 
lightningwallcloud

lightningwallcloud

Empty Wanderer
Apr 4, 2026
35
Maybe it would be better to minimize it by fasting for a while beforehand. Some methods also benefit from fasting, anyway. I think being constipated would just be unnecessary discomfort that might be counterproductive in the end for reasons that other users have stated.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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Yeah, I was going to say what the others said… the more constipated you are, the bigger the possible pile of 💩! If it's really such a major concern, then do some fasting, and get used to the idea of using an enema before you CTB.
 
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Neyferuh

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Jun 21, 2026
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i dont want my parents to find me in a shitty puddle in my bed but i guess thats just the way it is
I have read that people wear adult diapers when ctb, just to make finding the body a bit more dignified. I know that taking your last breath in a diaper is not ideal, but as someone who has had to clean up human feces in the aftermath (I used to be an attendant for the elderly), I personally will wear one as a courtesy. And by the time I found like that, I will not be alive to be embarrassed by it
 
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sixthgun

sixthgun

Suicide postponed :/
Sep 29, 2024
25
I've thought about this and my solution is just to fast and take laxitives a while before I do it. Having a restirctive ED can be suprisingly useful at times lol
 
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Tyra

Tyra

Pic is from Shawshank Redemption after he escaped.
Jul 22, 2026
173
I've thought about this and my solution is just to fast and take laxitives a while before I do it. Having a restirctive ED can be suprisingly useful at times lol
Same. I'm going to do a colonoscopy prep before CTB.
 
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kilowatt

kilowatt

scumfuc
Sep 9, 2023
461
Same. I'm going to do a colonoscopy prep before CTB.
That feels like such a huge amount of unnecessary stress piled up onto the weight of the CTB act itself
 
Tyra

Tyra

Pic is from Shawshank Redemption after he escaped.
Jul 22, 2026
173
That feels like such a huge amount of unnecessary stress piled up onto the weight of the CTB act itself
Everyone's different. For me it's nothing fasting. It just gives me peace of mind.

Also CTB isn't a weight for me if I have everything planned before hand… then it's like I'm just following a list I have.
 
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