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Tyra

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Jul 22, 2026
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Okay this is gonna be hella TMI. But fuck it. Talking it out helps me think through it.

So sometimes I get so constipated that it literally won't come out, and it's like a plug. I don't know why, maybe just eating bad and taking iron pills causes bad constipation. Maybe being dehydrated.

I get so constipated sometimes that I literally can't shit, and have to manually push it out with my thumb through the vaginal wall. And even then there's some resistance.

I don't really care that much if I shit myself when I CTB but it's lowkey easy for me to get constipated… just need to figure out trends so I can replicate it.

Idk how everything works with the muscles relaxing after dying, so I don't know if this will work but it's worth a shot I guess.

I'm getting cremated so it'll be all burned up, and then I feel better cause I'm not causing a mess for someone. But at the end of the day, they do it everyday so it won't really make a difference.
 
dragonofenvy

dragonofenvy

Elementalist
Oct 8, 2023
850
I'm pretty sure you're going to shit yourself no matter what when you die since your bowels will fully relax after some time and, combined with the internal pressure of your bodily gasses, it will come out. Everybody does it when they die. It's not going to be a shock to anyone. Even if you don't shit yourself immediately, when you get moved everything will come out.
 
inextremis

inextremis

Member
Jan 22, 2026
23
If you don't immediately shit yourself due to muscle relaxation you would still do it during decomp. Its just going to happen.
 
GroundControl

GroundControl

Can you hear me, Major Tom?
Feb 3, 2024
105
Arguably, the more backed up you are, the more you're gonna shit out. Previous users in the thread are right. Phases of decomp will push out the feces, and being backed up just means it's gonna be a bigger heap of brown.
 
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sometimelater

sometimelater

Member
Jul 13, 2026
11
i dont want my parents to find me in a shitty puddle in my bed but i guess thats just the way it is
 
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Tyra

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Jul 22, 2026
8
I'm pretty sure you're going to shit yourself no matter what when you die since your bowels will fully relax after some time and, combined with the internal pressure of your bodily gasses, it will come out. Everybody does it when they die. It's not going to be a shock to anyone. Even if you don't shit yourself immediately, when you get moved everything will come out.
Hmm yeah your prob right. Good points.
Arguably, the more backed up you are, the more you're gonna shit out. Previous users in the thread are right. Phases of decomp will push out the feces, and being backed up just means it's gonna be a bigger heap of brown.
Yeah makes sense. It is what it is I guess. I will take measures to make things less messy and maybe do some fasting but don't know if that's worth it.
 
lightningwallcloud

lightningwallcloud

Empty Wanderer
Apr 4, 2026
28
Maybe it would be better to minimize it by fasting for a while beforehand. Some methods also benefit from fasting, anyway. I think being constipated would just be unnecessary discomfort that might be counterproductive in the end for reasons that other users have stated.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2025
1,658
Yeah, I was going to say what the others said… the more constipated you are, the bigger the possible pile of 💩! If it's really such a major concern, then do some fasting, and get used to the idea of using an enema before you CTB.
 
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