goingupyonder
Member
- Mar 10, 2022
- 8
7 or 8 years, but it's never been scary to me. The thought of living a long, miserable life is way scarier than the thought of dying.
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I only REALLY started contemplating death (like actually buying stuff for my method) during dec 2021. But I've always thought about dying since I was 8 I think? My memory is terrible. If you told my past self that future me would actually start buying stuff for ctb past me would be shocked. It's really interesting how you can change so quickly.
Buddha.e.c
Depressed Forever
- Jan 18, 2022
- 121
Very young around 11 years old i tried to hang myself & failed ended up in the inpatient psych center & i was traumatized ever since . So i suffer in silence now .
cytokinestorm
Member
- Apr 19, 2020
- 81
Since I was 14 and I'm 52 now. I've carried on because I have children, but I wish I'd been killed when I got knocked over by a car at age nine. There's just no escape from the pain and constant miserable anxiety. I also think the world is horrible.Similar threads
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