Whats your reasons for thinking of suicide?

[Daizai]

I just hate this fucking world with everything in it. Everything stinks. All bs

 

[Squiddy]

My brain fog

 

[Astral316]

My desire to have a fulfilling social life coupled with my stark inability to connect with others.

 

[alexithymia]

Everything I touch turns to shit.

 

[Sunset Limited]

I can't do my job now. I'm too old to start something new.

 

[siray]

I am going bald at the age of 22, and I hate feeling ugly.

 

[Lethe]

My aspergers and gender dysphoria. I also have no interest in working 8 hour days for 40+ years.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Physical problems
apathy, anhedonia and social anxiety
No social life anymore
knowing that I have lived my life to its fullest (my life peaked many years ago)

Here is a quick graph to illustrate happiness, why go on when I clearly already have lived an amazing life and am just stuck in this horrible existence just to suffer it makes sense to keep staying alive just to suffer for yet another year.

 

[Sunset Limited]

Physical problems
apathy, anhedonia and social anxiety
No social life anymore
knowing that I have lived my life to its fullest (my life peaked many years ago)
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Here is a quick graph to illustrate happiness, why go on when I clearly already have lived an amazing life and am just stuck in this horrible existence just to suffer it makes sense to keep staying alive just to suffer for yet another year.

I don't have to create a graph for myself thank you. Just need "add 30 - 40" to below the empty box.

 

[EatingRawCocoa]

No gf, love, affection. Never had, never will. Bored of this lonely life. Will be glad to be gone. I've tried, but I am a human turd in the eyes of women.

 

[JimFord99]

Past is still fucking haunting me, only one way out of it is CTB.

 

[Dawn0071111]

Abdication of all accountability, responsibility, hard work, effort to have a happy life. I reject life on its terms. It is my ultimate enemy. I refuse to play the game. I am powerful in opting out.

 

[Erin Inari]

Lack of any social life to speak of, lack of future prospects, dysphoria, nothing really to look forward to now anyway.

 

[wanttodie]

I just hate this life I live and hate living sick of it all and want my life over

 

[Boobles]

I am terribly lonely, a bit anti - social as well. I feel like people are more self involved now...instagram, hook up APPs -spending too much time on phones/laptops. I am aging and it is not easy being in your late 40's when you are gay. I do not enjoy being gay any longer, I am a failure and my business is F'd. I just wish I could go to bed and never wake up.

 

[Aonewayticketplease]

I have screwed up really badly. I have gone from being quite successful to a whiskey swilling couch potato living off savings for the past 2 years.

Hopefully I can turn things around but if I can't CTB is a definite option for the future, trying to psych myself up to overcome SI.

 

[NegativeSymptoms]

Schizophrenia, depression and social anxiety.

 

[Ch92921]

Schizophrenia, depression and social anxiety.

Bad genetic?

 

[NegativeSymptoms]

Bad genetic?

Probably. Or maybe some early trauma. Who knows...

 

[Gratefulcorpse]

My reason for thinking of suicide is that the "suicidal me" of the past attempted Suicide more than 4 times. Moreover, This CTB plan had become the only thing I think everyday. The option that is free to anyone, DEATH.

 

[sadgirl2002]

Life is not for me. I don't belong here..

 

[Blackjack]

I do not enjoy being gay any longer.

That's an interesting statement.

 

[epic]

I am very young and have a terminal disease.
I am a fighter and have been through a lot of financial and emotional stress.Just when I started coming out of it , I was diagnosed with a physical ailment . That broke my spirit for good.I dont think I can be my old self again.As soon as my disease takes a turn for the worse,I am going to leave.

 

[JimFord99]

I am very young and have a terminal disease.
I am a fighter and have been through a lot of financial and emotional stress.Just when I started coming out of it , I was diagnosed with a physical ailment . That broke my spirit for good.I dont think I can be my old self again.As soon as my disease takes a turn for the worse,I am going to leave.

Sorry to read this. You have my sympathy.

 

[epic]

Sorry to read this. You have my sympathy.

Thanks

 

[Élégie]

Depression, body dysmorphia, loneliness, existential angst, lack of purpose/meaning, fear of getting old...

 

[JimFord99]

Depression, body dysmorphia, loneliness, existential angst, lack of purpose/meaning, fear of getting old...

Yeah, the list can be endless ...

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

I don't feel worthy and I feel ugly (trans). I need to much from people and they can't give me that (BPD)
I have horrible personality, I am kind but negativity is seething from me. I have everyday breakdowns.
Nobody want me, only for sex or money.

 

[JimFord99]

Hey, please

I don't feel worthy and I feel ugly (trans). I need to much from people and they can't give me that (BPD)
I have horrible personality, I am kind but negativity is seething from me. I have everyday breakdowns.
Nobody want me, only for sex or money.

hey, please don't feel that way. We want you here. You are NOT worthless!

 

[Blackjack]

I am very young and have a terminal disease.
I am a fighter and have been through a lot of financial and emotional stress.Just when I started coming out of it , I was diagnosed with a physical ailment . That broke my spirit for good.I dont think I can be my old self again.As soon as my disease takes a turn for the worse,I am going to leave.

What's your terminal disease?