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- Aug 9, 2019
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That could jeopardize my anonymity .So I would like to keep that private.What's your terminal disease?
That could jeopardize my anonymity .So I would like to keep that private.What's your terminal disease?
Time for speed lol! Jus kiddin! But that is what I been using to deal w brain fog. Legal speed. It's got downsides though. Plus exercise and attempting to eat things that help brain function.My brain fog
Sorry to be that guy but I think you mean sectionedBipolar disorder meds make me very suicidal. Without meds I´m not suicidal but can get sanctioned or in jail.
Nobody is worthless, bare that in mind, please! We do care here.I'm a worthless piece of shit that no one cares about. I give too much to people that don't give back. I'm terrible at communication, and have so many problems connecting to people. I wish I had someone to love but I just cannot get that. I'm unlovable and broken. I see no future for myself anymore and just want to end it all
I guess I simply don't see my worth thenNobody is worthless, bare that in mind, please! We do care here.
Hmm, you-don't But others do.I guess I simply don't see my worth then
No you're not lol! I used to do that, give more than I get back or giving something with the expectation of reciprocity. Only thing u can do is never give too much at the beginning, pay close attention to what people do vs what they say. People will only parasite off of u allow them to. I've noticed that my anxiety increases around types of people who are likely to try to take advantage. Always pay attention to wether someone is making u feel uncomfortable. Those are the little warning signs that your gut is right. Healthy people will not try to push your boundaries and make u feel used.I'm a worthless piece of shit that no one cares about. I give too much to people that don't give back. I'm terrible at communication, and have so many problems connecting to people. I wish I had someone to love but I just cannot get that. I'm unlovable and broken. I see no future for myself anymore and just want to end it all
But I believe everyone in my life has done that. Even my mother. I guess I'm just too easy to be manipulated hehNo you're not lol! I used to do that, give more than I get back or giving something with the expectation of reciprocity. Only thing u can do is never give too much at the beginning, pay close attention to what people do vs what they say. People will only parasite off of u allow them to. I've noticed that my anxiety increases around types of people who are likely to try to take advantage. Always pay attention to wether someone is making u feel uncomfortable. Those are the little warning signs that your gut is right. Healthy people will not try to push your boundaries and make u feel used.
That's probably why u are susceptible, because your own mom treated u this way so what happens is u have porous boundaries as a result. You had to give in because u live in an environment that shaped u as a child to feel like u have to give in to these people to survive as a kid. I was raised in similar environment so I know about this stuff. It's not always intentional manipulation on the part of these people. Some people never learned any other way to get what they need from other people in an honest way. Good thing is now you understand that u are susceptible and u have to be more aware and not allow it to happen. Don't feel guilty for saying no and don't let them try to induce guilt either.But I believe everyone in my life has done that. Even my mother. I guess I'm just too easy to be manipulated heh
That could jeopardize my anonymity .So I would like to keep that private.
I might have to try it hahaTime for speed lol! Jus kiddin! But that is what I been using to deal w brain fog. Legal speed. It's got downsides though. Plus exercise and attempting to eat things that help brain function.
I hear you...Sexual abuse since I have 5 years, anxiety, PTSD, meds and therapy didn't work. I'm so tired