• New TOR Mirror: suicidffbey666ur5gspccbcw2zc7yoat34wbybqa3boei6bysflbvqd.onion

  • Hey Guest,

    If you want to donate, we have a thread with updated donation options here at this link: About Donations

DreamFreedom

DreamFreedom

Thane
Oct 3, 2018
68
My perfect scenario

Who
a group of 3+ people.
one person who drives & willing to travel to pick everyone up. at least one other girl.

Method
Jumping from beachy head cliff in south uk

My plan
The designated driver recieves all pickup points and makes a route to destination collecting people along the way.
stops on route for anybody that wishes. Eg; a restaurant, a supermarket, a brothel (kidding)
Any money is put together used for fuel or anything else
We arrive,
Admire the view, Get drunk, smoke, cry, make a final passive aggressive ftw post on facebook, whatever you want.
And eventually when we're ready, (and before arousing suspicion) we make the jump.

What could be better than a group of strangers spending their final day in each other's company on their own terms. Am I just hugely naive or what? :')

What's your perfect scenario?
 
J

Jon

Student
Oct 1, 2018
109
A deserted tropical island (such as in Castaway), plenty of alcohol, cigarettes, drugs, coffee, and a little boat. After a few days of relaxing I'd just sail off in the morning on an extremely hot day and let myself die of heatstroke. A rebellious woman (like Drew Barrymore from the film Poison Ivy) would ideally be with me who also had the same wishes and to have a bit of fun before we'd had it, or during the heatstroke, to help speed up the process ;)

I've felt the first effects of heatstroke when I was younger in Gran Canaria. It was a staggering 50°C and I'd never felt such heat before. After lying on the beach for hours I started to feel extremely lethargic but completely at peace. I stopped feeling thirsty and wasn't hungry and felt as though I was going to pass out. I was with my ex at the time and in those days I had no intention of dying and she could see I was staggering and slurring my speach and took me back to the boat we were staying on.
 
Last edited:
O

okyeah

Arcanist
Jul 20, 2018
425
Overdosing on oxycodone peacefully so I just go to blissful sleep forever. From what i've read it's not as easy as it sounds though.

I got high on Vicodin and oxycodones after I had knee surgery and it was amazing. Took too many and threw up tho. Wish I saved some to try and kill my self with.
 
  • Like
Reactions: lv-gras and Lra888
lostinthedream

lostinthedream

Warlock
Sep 2, 2018
754
Being able to spend a wonderful day with family and friends.. laughing and smiling and joking.. then going a nice spa type environment listening to meditation music and a nice legal cocktail of propofol fentanyl and drifting off into oblivion...
 
bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
Being able to spend a wonderful day with family and friends.. laughing and smiling and joking.. then going a nice spa type environment listening to meditation music and a nice legal cocktail of propofol fentanyl and drifting off into oblivion...

Lmfao. Sounds like a good way to go tbh. If only it could be that peaceful.
 
G

GeorgeEastman

Arcanist
Sep 3, 2018
470
Blowing my brains out with a .44 Magnum sometime in the next 17 years or less. 53 years is the maximum I'm allowed to live. Feels like I'm pushing the damn envelope already. Feels against the rules to still be living.
 
jaemus12

jaemus12

Earth’s Parasite
May 11, 2018
562
- Wake up one final time.
- Have some Mcdonalds breakfast with coffee
- Go home send some messages to a few people close with me.
- Call my brother and invite him, sister in law and niece over for dinner.
- Spend sometime on SS and say some goodbyes.
- Lunch? Probably a big bowl of instant noodles with eggs, veggies and some meat.
- Play some games.
- Tidy up some of my shit.
- Talk to my mom
- Order a large pizza with a wings combo.
- Talk to my dad
- Have dinner with my family
- Say goodbyes to brother, sister in law and niece
- Talk to my sister.
- Get some coffee.
- Masturbate
- Take a shit.
- Take a shower.
- Spend more time on SS
- Say goodbye to some Reddit forums where I'm known.
- Say final goodbyes to mom, dad and sister.
- Probably cry at this point knowing I'm leaving my family.
- Watch some Netflix or play some games.
- Brush my teeth and go to sleep with my teddy bear.
- Die in sleep.

Fucking beautiful in my books.
 
Last edited:
Chinaski

Chinaski

Arthur Scargill appreciator
Sep 1, 2018
2,977
Not sure you should masturbate so soon after talking to your sister, but each to their own
 
jaemus12

jaemus12

Earth’s Parasite
May 11, 2018
562
Not sure you should masturbate so soon after talking to your sister, but each to their own
I assume you're talking to me. I have a coffee break in between. Plenty of time to get in the mood.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Made4TV
Maravillosa

Maravillosa

Господи помилуй — мир в Україні!
Sep 7, 2018
679
Hmmm... A perfect scenario?

I would wake up, take a nice long bath, get dressed (in a dress similar in style and color to this: https://www.eshakti.com/ProductDetailoption2.aspx?productid=CL0060876, except that my dress has 3/4 length sleeves), style my hair, say Morning Prayer from the Liturgy of the Hours and some other morning prayers, put on makeup and jewelry, walk a block to the nearest Catholic church, go to confession, attend Mass and receive Communion. I would have a Holy Hour of Eucharistic Adoration after Mass, then walk a block or two to a restaurant and eat breakfast (Belgian waffle with syrup and no butter, scrambled eggs, bacon, orange juice). Afterwards, I would walk the few blocks home and have a heart attack once I was inside and sitting in a lovely overstuffed Queen Anne chair. A priest would come to give me the last rites (Anointing of the Sick/Extreme Unction, Viaticum, prayers of commendation for the dying, Apostolic Blessing): I would still be conscious enough to understand what he was doing. Then I would gently die -- and, God willing, find myself in Heaven, reunited with deceased loved ones (my parents -- my father is already dead, and in a perfect scenario, my mother would also predecease me -- my grandparents, friends who have predeceased me) and meeting my ancestors, in addition to becoming acquainted with historical figures whom I admire. I also think that Heaven would have a wonderful archive that I could get lost in. So sue me! I enjoy doing historical research :wink:

Of course, it takes me about 45 minutes for me to walk to the church that I attend, but in my perfect scenario, I would live (in a pleasant apartment or condo) much closer to church. And how would a priest know that I was dying of a heart attack while I was still conscious enough to know that he had arrived to give me the last rites? Maybe he would intuit that I was about to die? Could I will myself to have a heart attack severe enough to kill me in the first place? In a perfect scenario, I suppose I could do so. There would be no need for me to ctb if I could will myself to die of a heart attack, after all -- but willing oneself to die of a heart attack is a type of ctb, I suppose.
 
windingdown

windingdown

Specialist
Sep 10, 2018
367
Nitrogen and bag with someone to remove all that after I pass...so authorities can't figure out the cause. Its my dream...just don't know how to achieve it.
If you 'qualify', what about the Final Exit network? They send helpers to people's houses to sit there and remove tanks etc.
 
  • Like
Reactions: RaphtaliaTwoAnimals
Aesthler

Aesthler

Death is the only God who comes when you call
Sep 25, 2018
416
The perfect scenario is I take a magic pill pass out immediately and die shortly after. However I think I'm coming to terms that all death is usually terrible and I'll probably endure suffering along the way to get there but once I make it I'm free.
 
Trashcan

Trashcan

Trash
Aug 31, 2018
1,234
My perfect scenario would be randomly going into cardiac arrest while running (some very fortunate people have a heart condition and their heart stops if their heart goes too fast). Or to just die in my sleep.
 

Similar threads