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throbinhood

Member
Aug 3, 2026
7
I think if I was so convinced about writing one,I'd write different ones for different people. I'm curious about others.
 
convinifiction

convinifiction

Member
Jul 23, 2026
7
quick one just explaining why i did it. a few personalised ones for different (4) people. part of me wants to write some letters so my parents/anyone else who cares at all can read one every year, but im not sure i have the energy to write all that; maybe just like.. a sentence or two would do
 
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SoulWhisperer

SoulWhisperer

Broken Artist « ❤️‍🩹 »
Nov 13, 2023
614
I want to write one last piece, I want it to be a book, many notes, I want to leave out a testatement to my existence and whatever happened to me; to ensure my death isn't seen as a basic tragedy but something a little deeper. Everyone has differing opinions though, so anyone is free to write or not write anything.
 
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ilovecats1

ilovecats1

Student
Apr 15, 2026
103
i had one prepared for my friends but idk if ill have the energy to schedule them. for my family i will definitely write one and just leave it beside me before i do it. i want to tell them there was nothing they could do etc and stuff but i dont think it will lessen the impact honestly but i will try regardless.
 
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Die.A.Ria

Die.A.Ria

My medical condition ruined my whole life
Jul 17, 2026
225
Maybe a short one explaining why i did it (because of how i was treated because of my medical condition ) and writing how i dont want my family to be contacted

To be honest i didnt care to write about why i did it but i think now i really do want to because no one seems to care about people with this condition and most people dont take it seriously and they arnt educated on how it affects someone

and by writing i CTBd because of it i think it can help people understand the impact of it
 
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Passenger4224

Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
Mar 8, 2026
481
I am not writing many notes, just leaving messages on my online profiles and setting an autoresponse for my texts.

Purposely not writing notes to my parents because I hate them and I feel not giving them an answer will make things worse for them.
 
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thelostautistic

Wizard
Jul 31, 2025
688
Omg loool not me thinking this thread was about the notes app😅. I clearly need to go to bed😅. To answer your question though I want to write notes. I feel like it's only fair to explain to the people that love me what was going on and why I made the choice to leave. They deserve that. I can understand why others don't want to leave notes though. It all just comes down to preference I think.
 
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