What's your final date?

[Deleted_9cKnXB34QG]

31.12.2018 - my absolute deadline.
I've bought a proper rope this month, shit is getting real.

 

[Jon86]

June 2011. I stopped making dates, they stand for nothing. If you've missed a few dates, they lose meaning, value, etc. if they are years away, your not really serious yet.

It can help you get the tools in place and wrap up the notes etc. but at the end of the day the HARDEST part is the final act. The failure rate is like 20 to 1 or something, so lol at us silly humans being so optimistic that OUR DATE will mean shit.

It'll happen, what day, I don't know, notes written, 2 different methods in place, years ago, just gotta do the last and most difficult part.

 

[GoneSeptember2018]

....and why?

September 31 - a deadline not the actual date

Been in limbo way too long

 

[GoneSeptember2018]

I'm still waiting to get fired from my job or have the guts to quit, then i'll order SN and wait till it gets here

What if you never get fired or get the guts to quit?

 

[TheGoodGuy]

in 1-2 weeks. I can post my Facebook account beforehand as a verification if it isn´t against the rules.

 

[Oblivion]

What if you never get fired or get the guts to quit?

i made up my mind, im quitting next thursday

 

[suffering]

Never, because I'm a piece of shit who lacks courage. I will live like a coward in humiliation. I will suffer till the end. If I get lucky, I might write a misanthropic book to pass time and maybe fight a bit for the right to die.

 

[Volatile]

tomorrow

No0o0o0o0o

 

[Volatile]

I'm still waiting to get fired from my job or have the guts to quit, then i'll order SN and wait till it gets here

Since you're from Lebanon, were you raised Muslim? If so, does that make ctb hard?

 

[Oblivion]

Since you're from Lebanon, were you raised Muslim? If so, does that make ctb hard?

I'm an ex muslim but Agnostic now and btw Lebanon is 40% Christians.

 

[Oblivion]

in 1-2 weeks. I can post my Facebook account beforehand as a verification if it isn´t against the rules.

You don't want to do that, what if a do gooder recognized you and told the police? you can pm it to the admin or me if you want.

 

[DF90]

I don't have a final date, anymore. It was April 1st of this year, but I decided against it.

 

[creatureoflight]

I'm an ex muslim but Agnostic now and btw Lebanon is 40% Christians.

I just wanted to tell you how amazing you are. I have so many Muslims where I live and even though very many of them are very good people and very open, there is a trend towards being conservative. In my country, we have so many conflicts with Muslims because of their views towards women's rights or other issues. It makes me really sad that many of them do not accept the views of the West. Getting out of that religion is hard. My best friend is an Ex Muslim and her family still harasses her to this day (her family converted into it.) Not that getting out of Islam is even necessary but I wanted to tell you that I really respect you for doing so. I have Muslim friends and it is really nice with them but on some issues we just can't agree.

 

[Oblivion]

I just wanted to tell you how amazing you are. I have so many Muslims where I live and even though very many of them are very good people and very open, there is a trend towards being conservative. In my country, we have so many conflicts with Muslims because of their views towards women's rights or other issues. It makes me really sad that many of them do not accept the views of the West. Getting out of that religion is hard. My best friend is an Ex Muslim and her family still harasses her to this day (her family converted into it.) Not that getting out of Islam is even necessary but I wanted to tell you that I really respect you for doing so. I have Muslim friends and it is really nice with them but on some issues we just can't agree.

Thanks, and yes muslims can never assimilate in the west with its societies, its just impossible.

 

[creatureoflight]

Thanks, and yes muslims can never assimilate in the west with its societies, its just impossible.

yeah absolutely, there is nothing wrong with Islam itself but its treatment of some issues is just behind the West and I think Muslims will also never assimilate with the West because their own identity and culture is so strong.

 

[Oblivion]

yeah absolutely, there is nothing wrong with Islam itself but its treatment of some issues is just behind the West and I think Muslims will also never assimilate with the West because their own identity and culture is so strong.

Actually there is something wrong with Islam, the fact that the prophet and the holy book quran encourages jihad and spreading of islam by force is a problem, Muslims would never stop until they force their shariaa law by any means neccessary, its scary if they ever become a 51% in some country, they'd force the other 49% to live by their rules.

 

[creatureoflight]

Actually there is something wrong with Islam, the fact that the prophet and the holy book quran encourages jihad and spreading of islam by force is a problem, Muslims would never stop until they force their shariaa law by any means neccessary, its scary if they ever become a 51% in some country, they'd force the other 49% to live by their rules.

I don't think there is anything wrong with Islam itself as a religion, however most Muslims interpret the rules literally. And you are absolutely right about the spreading by force. Muslims are now around 10% in my country and around 30-40% of young people because many convert and Muslims have a lot of kids, 30 years ago they were under 2%. We have many cases of forced marriage, rape, theft, etc that are caused by Arabs or people from the Middle East. I don't want to be racist but often these problems are not caused by other minorities or our own people, but specifically Muslims. I don't get it. Islam is against rape, corruption etc but then why are there many violent Muslim men? The most frustrating thing in my country is that it is left wing and when I say something like this they tell me I am a racist etc and Nazi even though I am Slavic by descent and hate the nazis.

 

[Oblivion]

I don't think there is anything wrong with Islam itself as a religion, however most Muslims interpret the rules literally. And you are absolutely right about the spreading by force. Muslims are now around 10% in my country and around 30-40% of young people because many convert and Muslims have a lot of kids, 30 years ago they were under 2%. We have many cases of forced marriage, rape, theft, etc that are caused by Arabs or people from the Middle East. I don't want to be racist but often these problems are not caused by other minorities or our own people, but specifically Muslims. I don't get it. Islam is against rape, corruption etc but then why are there many violent Muslim men? The most frustrating thing in my country is that it is left wing and when I say something like this they tell me I am a racist etc and Nazi even though I am Slavic by descent and hate the nazis.

yeh left wingers can be dumb, and No, Muslims believe that you can rape non muslim girls, Mohammed has sex slaves and boy slaves, they believe it is their holy right to do this, and ofcourse islam is a violent religion, there are some violent verses in there.
"fight those who disbelieve in Allah and the judgment day"
"the penalty of those who fight Allah and his prophet is to be killed, crucified have their legs and hands cut"
and there's a verse that allows a man to beat his wife if she disobeys him, and there are many other backward verses, and the problem is that they consider the quran as holy book and a set of laws that should be applied everywhere anywhere.

 

[creatureoflight]

yeh left wingers can be dumb, and No, Muslims believe that you can rape non muslim girls, Mohammed has sex slaves and boy slaves, they believe it is their holy right to do this, and ofcourse islam is a violent religion, there are some violent verses in there.
"fight those who disbelieve in Allah and the judgment day"
"the penalty of those who fight Allah and his prophet is to be killed, crucified have their legs and hands cut"
and there's a verse that allows a man to beat his wife if she disobeys him, and there are many other backward verses, and the problem is that they consider the quran as holy book and a set of laws that should be applied everywhere anywhere.

I wish everyone were as intelligent and as sound-minded as you to see this! in my country everyone thinks differently and it is frustrating. In fact we will have a Muslim majority in 50-60 years and I hope I am dead by then because I believe in God but not in Allah. I would never want to believe in Allah because he is so violent. I genuinely hope you find peace whatever you do and you have my utmost respect for being Ex Muslim.
Btw- I also hate Christianity and Orthodox judaism for almost the same reasons-spreading the word if necessary by force and never accepting modern society. So my hate is not only against conservative muslims but against all organized religion

 

[Volatile]

I wish everyone were as intelligent and as sound-minded as you to see this! in my country everyone thinks differently and it is frustrating. In fact we will have a Muslim majority in 50-60 years and I hope I am dead by then because I believe in God but not in Allah. I would never want to believe in Allah because he is so violent. I genuinely hope you find peace whatever you do and you have my utmost respect for being Ex Muslim.
Btw- I also hate Christianity and Orthodox judaism for almost the same reasons-spreading the word if necessary by force and never accepting modern society. So my hate is not only against conservative muslims but against all organized religion

People need to seriously stop saying "There's nothing wrong with Islam." Appeasing them will not work. It will only lead to subjugation.

 

[creatureoflight]

People need to seriously stop saying "There's nothing wrong with Islam." Appeasing them will not work. It will only lead to subjugation.

and as many times on this forum before you speak the truth.

 

[Volatile]

and as many times on this forum before you speak the truth.

Huh?

 

[Sundayafternoon]

Tentatively, April 2019.
April is my bd month and mom's month of death. Thought it fitting.

I still haven't acquired my preferred method.

I'm waiting to see if I'll get fired or quite first. Then, if my 401K will be enough to make to purchase method and sick off for a couple of months.

I need to feel really, really hopeless. Lack of bill money will definitely help with that.

 

[GoneSeptember2018]

I don't have a final date, anymore. It was April 1st of this year, but I decided against it.

How come?

 

[Radaghast94]

Well I'm 24 now and my life's a complete mess, shoulda jumped off the bridge October 1st 2016 but some bellends grabbed me and I came back over the rail (massive mistake in retrospect). I always figured that at the latest I'd kill myself at 29. My family is already disheartened and I don't want to keep them suffering with my depressive ways. I practice with nooses a lot to get desensitised to it, I want to find a good method of asphyxiation that I know will be quick, good knot, good material. So far I've been beating around the bush because i love my family so much. I know I should do it, I just don't know when.

 

[Bandzbandz]

I think September 12.
I want all of this to happen before classes start. I don't want to bother going to class and faking it in the middle of a lecture lmaoooo

 

[Speedhax]

Oct 15th