Venting What’s wrong with me

[prettybunny]

I don't know what's wrong with me, I try to starve myself but I feel like everytime I mess up in some way, like eating something or drinking water or drinking anything or even eating a chip. I feel like a failure I hate it so much. I've been so fat my whole life and because of my current relationship I've just been gaining more and more weight. I look and feel disgusting. I'll never be beautiful

 

[Wishing2di3]

I feel the same way about myself. I'm trying to eat once a day for show. Otherwise I don't eat.