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Dyingtoleave

Dyingtoleave

Member
Apr 11, 2022
16
The heat and the annoying people walking around everywhere.
 
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SantaTeresa

SantaTeresa

Member
May 10, 2022
45
Heat, humidity, mosquitos, longer daytime, inactivity, all kinds of pollution, and the tryhard to have fun and be happy cattle.
 
nihilism44

nihilism44

trying my best
May 2, 2021
79
FOMO because I've gained so much weight and become so introverted. I am not the person I used to be. I'm watching everyone I used to know thriving and I am just sinking into a hole.
 
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Hirokami

Hirokami

Out of order
Feb 21, 2021
607
The heat, ants, mosquitos, sweating, sunburn (yes, despite me having brown skin, I still get sunburn albeit I'd have to be outside for literal hours) and the risk of dehydration.
 
OpheliasFlowers

OpheliasFlowers

Specialist
Apr 2, 2019
348
I'm mostly housebound and frequently bedridden. What makes summer particularly difficult is this feeling that others are going out, enjoying the sun and warmth, socialising and making plans with loved ones while I'm stuck indoors, alone and in pain. This is difficult all year round but the isolation and sense of rotting away are especially pronounced during summer (and also at Christmas), times that are usually spent surrounded by family and friends. It drives the point home that I'm not living my life, merely emptily existing day after day.
This is me too.

Particulars about summer I hate: the heat and humidity because it makes my rundown disgusting apartment seem even more disgusting/musty; **I** feel more disgusting due to the heat and humidity, and I already struggle with hygiene issues so the summer really makes me see even more how pathetic and gross (and literally disgusting) I am; needing to wear less clothes, as I'm severely underweight and at least in winter and cool months I can cover up more.

I start dreading summer in April and it only goes downhill from there until the first cool days in October. It's upsetting too because many years ago, before my life went COMPLETELY to shit like it is now, I loved summer and going to the lake, etc. I never thought I'd come to hate the summer but here I am.
 
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Istanbulite

Istanbulite

Member
Jan 14, 2022
564
I think it's great for the body and mind. We need warmth. Nietzche always looked out for rooms facing south, and travelled south during winters to get more sun and vitamin D and seratonin.

So screw people guys, and appreciate sun and warm days.
 
sick.faery

sick.faery

♡
Mar 18, 2021
295
dying of heat because i can't show my sh scars, having to interact with family i hate, the place i live being swarmed with tourists
 
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apple2myeye!

apple2myeye!

it/its
Jun 3, 2022
74
the hellish heat, the bugs, the humidity. the one good thing about summer (better weather for going to the beach/pool/waterpark/wherever) is ruined by the fact that it storms pretty much every single fucking day.

i really wish i could move out of florida.
 
onlyanimalsaregood

onlyanimalsaregood

Unlovable 💔 Rest in peace CommitSudoku 🤍
Mar 11, 2022
1,329
Being surround by a lot of people.
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,030
Graduation (I didn't), my bday (mistake), the end of august.... Traumaversary... Sooo my summer starts off horrible and then I get to wait the summer for it to end horrible.
There's also I use to visit family every summer now I have no family.
And I use to go outside all the time, now aside from work and the very occasional thing that I typically stay in the car for, I haven't been outside in 6-8yrs.
Summer use to be my favorite season, now I spend all year dreading it.
 
Tortured_empath

Tortured_empath

Arcanist
Apr 7, 2019
490
Long days. I like it, and I don't like it.
 

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