return2dreamland

return2dreamland

₊✩‧₊ ˃ᴗ˂
May 16, 2021
58
heat, and everyone being happy and social :|
my body has a really low tolerance to anything ever so when it gets really hot i just sort of collapse
and those happy social people just remind me of how unhappy and antisocial i am :hearts:
 
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Lmd

Lmd

Elementalist
Jul 12, 2020
812
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Symbiote

Global Mod
Oct 12, 2020
3,101
mosquito GIF
 
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kexia_luther

kexia_luther

New Member
Mar 30, 2021
4
The heat of course and the get together-our family tradition visiting our grandmother's house. It's really terrible.
 
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Futile

Futile

Tired of being lonely
Sep 3, 2020
499
Seeing all those beautiful girls I can never have
 
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Fehler

Fehler

...
Oct 12, 2020
455
Sleeping with heat and the fucking humidity. Getting out of the shower and you're already sweating...but definitely the worst at night. Also the bustle of the streets although I am no longer in a tourist town x)
 
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WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

Hold your head high, and your middle finger higher
Dec 25, 2020
1,115
Tropical summer: Allow me to introduce myself.
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newave3

newave3

I want out
Nov 21, 2020
2,776
The June, July and August part.
 
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TheNorthernSilence

TheNorthernSilence

Arcanist
Nov 13, 2018
430
The heat, I sweat like a pig and it's disgusting.
 
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KuriGohan&Kamehameha

KuriGohan&Kamehameha

想死不能 - 想活不能
Nov 23, 2020
1,682
Hay fever
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Sinai Silence

Sinai Silence

I think I'ma die alone inside my room
Jul 6, 2020
810
The heat if I'm working or indoors, and the wasps.
 
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aminend

aminend

Warlock
May 24, 2020
747
Watching the happiness of people while u r alone
 
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Lullaby

Lullaby

🌙
Mar 9, 2022
650
  • The heat.
  • The bugs.
  • Less clothes. I can't hide away in my oversized hoodies anymore, so I feel much more insecure about my body.
  • The fireworks, all night until 4-5am.
  • The people out enjoying life with their partners, friends & family. I don't even get to attend any cookouts or BBQ's because my family isn't close at all.
  • My birthday.

I would say the overall vibe of Summer makes me feel lonelier, but then you have Thanksgiving & Christmas right around the corner…but Summer definitely screams happiness and joy. Bright weather, bright clothes, etc. Too much for a sad loser like me.

October is probably the only month I really enjoy. Great Fall weather and Halloween.
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,407
Seeing attractive women and their beauty in full display. Makes me extremely dysphoric.
 
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lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,470
The heat,people, and all the bugs that come out.
 
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sod

Member
May 31, 2022
17
waking up sweating and thirsty
 
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hopelessdreams

hopelessdreams

life and its opposite
Mar 1, 2022
176
having to wear less clothes because of the heat. i always hide in my jacket and oversized hoodies. i'm very insecure about my body. also, my birthday. i don't want to get older. i want to be gone
 
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Nlis2244

Nlis2244

Alone
May 13, 2022
130
It's the sensation that another year has passed, and nothing has changed. Stil lonely, still depressed, while everyone else enjoys their life.
 
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befree

befree

Time to do more enjoyable things _____Goodbye_____
Mar 22, 2022
2,587
The heat and sun. I hate both. I love winter and fall.Tthe colder and windier the better.
 
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ineverlived

ineverlived

Member
May 31, 2022
73
couples living their lives happily remind me of things i could never have. also normal people can be happy just because it's sunny while I turn into a vampire when i see the sun. i can't believe how people can love life so much this so unfair
 
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EternalSlumber

EternalSlumber

Member
May 10, 2022
7
Fkn ROACHES
 
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noname223

Angelic
Aug 18, 2020
4,977
The heat and sweating decreases my sleep quality. And it reminds me that I am so alone. In summer everyone seems to be happy and in good mood. I am the contrast of it.
No wonder the suicide rate in summer is higher than in the winter season.
 
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LastLoveLetter

LastLoveLetter

Persephone
Mar 28, 2021
657
I'm mostly housebound and frequently bedridden. What makes summer particularly difficult is this feeling that others are going out, enjoying the sun and warmth, socialising and making plans with loved ones while I'm stuck indoors, alone and in pain. This is difficult all year round but the isolation and sense of rotting away are especially pronounced during summer (and also at Christmas), times that are usually spent surrounded by family and friends. It drives the point home that I'm not living my life, merely emptily existing day after day.
 
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Sibyl Vane

Sibyl Vane

Experienced
May 28, 2022
236
The heat, sweat, bugs, humidity, skin rashes, dry air, excessive lighting, sun, crowded spaces, loud people...

Pretty much everything, I hate the summer!

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Manaaja

Manaaja

euROPE
Sep 10, 2018
1,382
Parents, sweating, thirst, parents who tell me I have no right to shower or drink water, parents, bad parents, evil parents, parents, lices or whatever those bloodsucking bugs are, hirvikärpäset, sweating, thirst.

Think about a mosquito. Now think about something that is ten times worse and immortal. Won't die in sauna, the comb won't catch it, it's undeafetable... that's moose fly.

Kids screaming too much. Drunk people. Littering. Some places being closed so that important things cannot be advanced. Glass shards.

Sun rising at 12-4am, in some places it never even sets.
 
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Enigmatic Sailor

Enigmatic Sailor

vicissitudes of fate...
Oct 29, 2021
386
I kind of like Summer because of action getting cranked to the max. Lots of interesting stories in the Summer. I like seeing the mirages on the road. The jungles at night look and feel like an alien planet from a movie. I don't mind the heat because I get used to it quickly. Bugs don't bother me either because I spray a strong perfume. I walk to the beach to ease my mind a lot. The heavy rainstorms in the afternoon are awesome. The worst thing has to be people revving up their trucks in the middle of the night when I'm trying to sleep but it happens not that often and I get used to it.
 
hellispink

hellispink

poisonous
May 26, 2022
1,231
Bugs insects such as ants spiders and more. The heat makes me want to ctb even more. I also hate too much sun amd climate change. I dislike not being anle to walk outside and enjoy it. And I miss dearly the darkness of the beautiful winter months
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,988
Seeing and feeling the lovely warm sunshine outside and having nowhere to go and no one to go there with! 😭
 
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freedompass

freedompass

Warlock
Jan 27, 2021
768
Just what everyone else says. To add insult to injury the weather forecasters are all rubbing their hands with glee talking about 'glorious days' when what they mean is 'insufferable suffocating heat'. Is it so hard to compute that not everyone loves sweltering and roasting like a suckling pig? I feel very uncomfortable in summer clothes. It's impossible not to expose bare flesh of which I'm super self conscious. Oh and it's allegedly BBQ and picnic season. People are out there creating memories with family and friends. I'm stuck inside with the fan on full blast. Summer is loathsome. Even Spring is annoying (and suicide peaks in April and May). I hate nature and its inescapable cycles. Give me Autumn and Winter every time.
 
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