What’s the story behind your username?

[Caoine01]

The Banshee is sent from the Celtic otherworld to announce the approaching death to the living
She usually sits in front of the family window a few days before the death of a family member and cries.
This wailing is called "Caoine" by the locals

 

[MoonlitNight]

The soft light of the moon on a dark night. The thought of it gives me peace.

 

[Kariope]

"Kariope" is for Calliope, Mori Calliope. She's the only thing for me that makes life a little better.

 

[archiemex]

Archie is the main character of my favourite movie (my suicide: directors cut) and mex because I'm Mexican lol

 

[hellispink]

I live in hell. And i love pink, i think pink exists even in this ugly world of existence. Between the good and the bad

 

[Curated]

I told someone I had a curated plan for my suicide. I registered here and chose it as a kind of joke

 

[bluelou]

Lou is part of my childhood nickname from my family, didn't want to put the whole name, then blue is how I feel .
Once I signed up I realised I have the name of a toilet block cleaner!

 

[Caoine01]

I have the name of a toilet block cleaner

Shit happened. My you lend me this name, it fits for me beeing pissed until I vanished

 

[themisbelow]

Themis (A character from FFXIV) below (just a general reference to all the feelings of being "below" something, as well as hell)

 

[prim]

it started with 'primusen' which was a mispelling of promise that i thought sounded cool. people started calling me prim so i changed my name to that on all platforms that let me, otherwise i still use primusen

 

[Someday_Somehow32]

Wrote something last year, just felt right to make it my user.

Someday, Somehow, Not Now

 

[Veraz]

My original name was going to be "Valdac" because it's a name from a game I played as a kid (PoxNora). Thought it sounded cool back then so I started using it in every MMO I grew up playing and in a lot of accounts I use on the internet. Didn't work here because my first attempt at joining got rejected, so I went with a backup I use regularly instead.

 

[beyondgone]

Beyond gone, gone past help, gone past hope and soon to be gone beyond my expiry date

 

[general bacon]

General Bacon has been my gamer tag since I was 8 and playing Diablo 2. Contrary to popular belief it has nothing to do with bacon. Long story short my stuff cat (I still have) was named General Bacon after a sergeant bacon I saw on tv. I loved military stuff when I was young. General sounded cooler to me than sergeant.

 

[CaliCatCharlie]

I'm from California, My name is Charlie, and I like cats. That's pretty much the gist of it.

 

[Citruscine]

I chose Citruscine because of the whole "when life gives you lemons" shit, and also because 'citrus' spoken slurred can kind of sound like 'slit-your-wrist' (edgy af lmao) then I added the '-cine' to make it sound a bit more unique

 

[OutOfTheVoid]

took the name "void dweller" from the game Stellaris. its a dlc-exclusive alien species apparently, i dont actually have the dlc tho lol, i just like the base game and that name sounded cool to me. i first tried to join this site as "voiddweller" but got rejected the first time so i dropped one 'd' when i tried again. i think its more clever now tbh, kinda a pun ig? prolly not the right word but y'kno

on a more serious note: im obsessed with the idea of "void", its basically my euphemism for death, but a little more significant than that. its got philosophical and religious significance to me. so yeah i basically am a void dweller, i dwell in the void

 

[CentreMid]

I'm part of a recreational women's soccer league in my spare time and I play in the midfield position (or for all of you non-Canadian/American people out there: Football). Soccer is an important part of my life and brings me some semblance of joy.

 

[thankyou]

My username is thankyou because I'm thankful this forum is here and it provides me immense relief and even though I am not happy in life, I am happy to be here. So thankyou to the maintainers!

 

[ollo]

MegaMind

 

[nomotels1443]

I just couldn't think of anything honestly. Came up with the first two words I thought of. Numbers were random to get an available name. I guess I kind of like it now, the saying "no motels" reminds me of isolation and getting lost somewhere.

 

[cristaleyez]

Crystal Eye by Girls Rituals.

demons watching us
circle overhead
i saw it in a dream
im a sleepyhead
its a part of me
but im afraid of it
i saw it in my dream
but i see a lot of shit

watched by someone else
thru a crystal eye
caught in san jose
caught on satellite
you can feel it when it rains
right behind your eye
tell me what you did
you don't have to lie

i hope it wont but it always gets done
i close my eyes but it still just happens

watched by someone else
thru a crystal eye
caught in san jose
caught on satellite
you can feel it when it rains
right behind your eye
going in and out of range
from the satellite

 

[missingpeace]

There's a piece missing from my life.. it is peace.

 

[Viranamari]

Vu~iran or ヴィラン means villain in Japanese if it's loosely translated. I modified it to Viran to make it sound better. And Mari is a fictional character from Omori whose murder was made to seem like suicide.

 

[OutOfTheVoid]

Crystal Eye by Girls Rituals.

demons watching us
circle overhead
i saw it in a dream
im a sleepyhead
its a part of me
but im afraid of it
i saw it in my dream
but i see a lot of shit

watched by someone else
thru a crystal eye
caught in san jose
caught on satellite
you can feel it when it rains
right behind your eye
tell me what you did
you don't have to lie

i hope it wont but it always gets done
i close my eyes but it still just happens

watched by someone else
thru a crystal eye
caught in san jose
caught on satellite
you can feel it when it rains
right behind your eye
going in and out of range
from the satellite

OMG YES i love Girls Rituals. im like actually obsessed with her and Ada Rook.

 

[Krieger]

I got it from Warhammer lol

 

[EternalOblivion]

Eternal oblivion is the philosophical belief that there is absolutely nothing after death. It's a concept that provides me with some comfort. I don't enjoy the idea of there being "more" after an already painful existence.

 

[OutOfTheVoid]

Eternal oblivion is the philosophical belief that there is absolutely nothing after death. It's a concept that provides me with some comfort. I don't enjoy the idea of there being "more" after an already painful existence.

oh dang i didnt know thats an actual philosophical term, feels validating seeing that cuz ive talked abt eternal oblivion a lot myself actually, and i hold that belief too.

 

[death's lover]

death's lover--- I guess it's self explanatory. I just love the idea of dying and not existing so I love death and that's why I'm death's lover. Also I think it's probably one sided. A lot of people like to live, idk whyy and very few of them actually want to die whereas death is the person who makes us free from this wretched and terrible, pathetic world and that's why I love death.

 

[cristaleyez]

OMG YES i love Girls Rituals. im like actually obsessed with her and Ada Rook.

Your music tastes are immaculate ♡