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kelkelsus

lost
Apr 16, 2026
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i am surrounded by people who seem to have it all figured out. no matter their life, they just look happy. i've never understood how they feel, how their head feels. it must be quiet and nice.
i give a lot of thought to life, and recently ive been reconsidering suicide, as i see no future for me.
but death scares me so i keep asking myself: what's the point in living?
and if i don't like living, why am I so unsure about suicide?
ig im just a coward
 
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franos666

franos666

"Mother I tried please believe me"
May 20, 2026
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I don't think there is any objective purpose in the life. I think most people just wanna lead happy life but some aren't able to reach that goal and it's why we are on this site
 
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