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VampQueen
Student
- Feb 6, 2024
- 116
I can't help but go into a panic state thinking of life and death. I'm tired of suffering so I want to die but I'm scared of death. So im not really living, and I'm not dying. What the purpose of life? Whats the meaning? What happens when we die? Is their life after death? Is there nothing after death? WHATS THE POINT!!!!!!???!?!?! MY HEAD HURTS TRYONG TO WRAP MY HEAD AROUND THE IDEA OF LIFE. WE LIVE JUST TO DIE? WHAT IF LIFE NEVER EXSISTED?! WHAT THEN?! WHAT IS OUTSIDE THE BOX OF EXSISTENCE???!! IF WE ARE IN THE BOX OF EXSISTENCE, WHAT IS OUTSIDE OF IT?? ITS LIKE IM IN A STORE AND I SEE WVEEYTHING THATS IN THE STORE BUT OUTSIDE THE STORE ITS FOGGY, I CSNT SEE THE PARKING LOT. THE PARKING LOT IS THE OUTSIDE BARRIER OF EXSISTENCE. MY HEAD HURTS, I DONT WANT TO GO TO WORK TOMORROW, IDK WHO I AM ANYMORE. WHAT DO I DO WITH MY LIFE? SHOULD I END IT ALL? DO I GOVE LOFE ANOTHER MILLIONTH CHANCE. IM SO LOST I CANT I CSNT ICANT I CANT ICANT ICANT