What’s the fastest or most effective way to Kms at home?

[noonetoo]

I've failed at overdosing and I failed at a recent constructive plan at the co charcoal method which I fucked up on and was found face flat hanging out of my car in my own vomit and piss with my car full of smoke, on the side of the road. Really am done with life. Just thinking of drowning in the tub or drilling a hole over the door frame to hang myself. Done with being saved, I want out.

 

[Jean4]

Take a look at the resources section. There are various ways and you can choose what is best for you. That would be your best bet because we don't know your situation.

 

[noonetoo]

Take a look at the resources section. There are various ways and you can choose what is best for you. That would be your best bet because we don't know your situation.

Where can I find this resource section?

 

[MaybeMaybeKnot]

Where can I find this resource section?

It's pinned to the top of the s forum.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/list-of-resources.3/

SN is all the rage right now.

 

[Jean4]

It's pinned to the top of the s forum.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/list-of-resources.3/

SN is all the rage right now.

SN is a popular form. However, it is not for me personally due to my circumstances. Do what is best for you. Not what may be the most popular.

 

[MaybeMaybeKnot]

SN is a popular form. However, it is not for me personally due to my circumstances. Do what is best for you. Not what may be the most popular.

You're absolutely right. To each their own. I was merely trying to give OP a place to start.

 

[noonetoo]

It's pinned to the top of the s forum.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/list-of-resources.3/

SN is all the rage right now.

But Sn would be hard to get right? Have to wait for it in the mail from A or something like that.

 

[MaybeMaybeKnot]

But Sn would be hard to get right? Have to wait for it in the mail from A or something like that.

I got mine from them the day after I ordered it.

 

[NeCkDeEp]

But Sn would be hard to get right? Have to wait for it in the mail from A or something like that.

You can buy SN on eBay and if you live in the US then there's a possibility of having a look on Amazon.
Please bare in your mind that I do not encourage you to buy SN, it's up to you.

 

[Farmmaa]

But Sn would be hard to get right? Have to wait for it in the mail from A or something like that.

No, you just have to buy it on line. It is used to cure meat and dye fabric.

CO works well... but if there was smoke in your car, you absolutely screwed up. You do not put the charcoal inside until all smoke and flames are gone, then you wait until the CO levels are high enough before getting in.

 

[noonetoo]

No, you just have to buy it on line. It is used to cure meat and dye fabric.

CO works well... but if there was smoke in your car, you absolutely screwed up. You do not put the charcoal inside until all smoke and flames are gone, then you wait until the CO levels are high enough before getting in.

Yeah I fucked up bc I got drunk first and I kept lighting it drunk, I forgot to let the smoke calm down outside.

 

[Jean4]

Just a FYI

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

 

[Moonicide]

If you live in America SN is really easy to obtain, very cheap too... N is harder to get and much more expensive.
Which is why many people here in this community tend to lean towards SN because of its availability.

 

[noonetoo]

Well I want to do this now ....what u guys think???

 

[Starrywaters]

I am sorry that you feel so trapped. It's a feeling many of us here know.

There are excellent transparent resources here (as others have said). Which will help you decide what you want to do; we cannot make that choice for you - it is entirely your choice and that is a very freeing thought.

 

[jake3d]

Nyquil? That's gonna hurt. SN will work, I have lost two people here from it.

I have recovered but all my research on it is still on here, just look at my threads and posts. L******f from A****n is a very popular brand, and you can even get it at Walmart but I can't vouch for that unless you test it.

 

[noonetoo]

Well what seems less painful, drowning or hanging ? I'm scared of breaking my neck ...I think I wanna tolerate the pain of inhaling water and passing out
I just want to get myself drunk enough to drown. I wish I could stop being saved. It sucks feeling like a shitty person and the world hating u but they won't let u die. Suicide should be ok if you're not liked right...

 

[jake3d]

Full suspension hanging is supposed to be less painful.

 

[noonetoo]

But won't my neck break?

 

[a.n.kirillov]

I wouldn't advice trying to OD it's very unreliable.

But won't my neck break?

No, only if you have a drop.

Is there any way for you to distract yourself for a little while, just to maybe get through the day and consider your options?

Edit: if hanging wasn't something that I was way to terrified to even consider it would be my method of choice. Quick, can be set up in such a way as to be irreversible, relatively painless if done right.

 

[noonetoo]

I know I may vomit and plus they aren't strong pills lol it's just some Advil and Prozac
So drowning wouldn't be peaceful? :(

 

[jake3d]

Drowning brings you in a state of panic for a few tens of seconds while you're gasping for air. And don't make the mistake of ODing on Prozac... you'll live and regret it forever. If you are serious, SN is cheap and known to work.

 

[noonetoo]

What is a "drop"?
I don't have time to purchase it :( I just want to be gone already, if this doesn't work I'm just flip in my car while driving. I need to stop being afraid and just do it . I'm at that point.

 

[a.n.kirillov]

What is a "drop"?
I don't have time to purchase it :( I just want to be gone already, if this doesn't work I'm just flip in my car while driving. I need to stop being afraid and just do it . I'm at that point.

Drop meaning you drop down from a certain height. It is done in executions to break your neck , which will make you go unconscious immediately (this has to be carefully calculated though!!!) You don't necessarily have to do it that way, I would refer you to lostallhope.com it has good info and considerations.

 

[noonetoo]

I was thinking of drilling a hole over the door frame but then I would only drop like a foot down so that won't work for me :/

 

[Roger]

Nyquil? That's gonna hurt. SN will work, I have lost two people here from it.

I have recovered but all my research on it is still on here, just look at my threads and posts. Loudwolf from Amazon is a very popular brand, and you can even get it at Walmart but I can't vouch for that unless you test it.

You've been quiet for quite a while. @jake3d .

 

[jake3d]

I've been off here and on other channels while the chat was laggy as hell. I'm back now that they've fixed it. I have recovered and threw my SN away however.

 

[MaybeMaybeKnot]

I was thinking of drilling a hole over the door frame but then I would only drop like a foot down so that won't work for me :/

You don't need the drop. It's more for executions. Just full or partial suspension. Drowning in a bathtub is hard without something to interfere with SI.

 

[a.n.kirillov]

I was thinking of drilling a hole over the door frame but then I would only drop like a foot down so that won't work for me :/

Please research this before you do anything potentially very stupid out of impulsivity. If you fuck this up you'll be in a worse place. It's simple but has to be done right.

 

[Roger]

. . . . . . I have recovered and threw my SN away however.

Do you mean that you are no longer suicidal ?