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Install-Gentoo

Install-Gentoo

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Aug 23, 2022
195
I want to kill myself. Obviously. But I don't want my family to be all broken up about it. What are some ways to make my death seem more like "the best thing to do" to other people? Like getting cancer or AIDS or diabetes, or losing function of my legs, that kind of thing. Something that will put to rest any "temporary problem" bullshit.
I want something so that when I die, my family doesn't have to feel guilty or shameful or whatever, I just want them to see things how I do and finally come around to knowing what's best for me (death).
 
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actual_fox

actual_fox

Arcanist
Sep 15, 2022
469
I isolate and tell them I do not feel good when they ask and they can't do nothing about it, because that is true. Fucking shitty but It is what it is.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,324
I would personally try to write a note to try to give those left behind some form of closure and understanding. At least with a note it could act as an explanation for others as to what you went through in life. I would say things like 'to die is what I really wanted' I just don't believe that suicide needs to be really justified in any way though, the truth is that it's our life and our decision and why should other's opinions matter in any way. Suicide doesn't need a reason at all. We will be gone from this world at that point, so we won't even be there to see others reactions to our death.
 
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makethepainstop

makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
2,029
Many times family and friends are understanding if the person who ctb was in some terrible pain or had a disease that might disable them if they had lived.
 
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Install-Gentoo

Install-Gentoo

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Aug 23, 2022
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Many times family and friends are understanding if the person who ctb was in some terrible pain or had a disease that might disable them if they had lived.
Exactly, which is why I wish to attain something like this so they can be more understanding.
 
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