uboa.rust
deranged loser
- Nov 14, 2025
- 21
i have access to diazepam, gabapentin, clonazepam, and possibly oxycodone (my mom keeps it near her bed, so i'll have to find a way to sneak and take it)
i'm thinking what i might do is to grab them, walk somewhere far into the woods and tonight, and take all of them. i'm almost thinking of taking an uber to the mountains a bit away from here so nobody finds my body. i'm fucking tired of this shitty ass life.
what dosages would i need in order to die, and how does it feel like dying this way usually?
also thinking of maybe jumping into this massive ass river near where i live, though i'm iffy on whether that would be a good idea or not
i'm thinking what i might do is to grab them, walk somewhere far into the woods and tonight, and take all of them. i'm almost thinking of taking an uber to the mountains a bit away from here so nobody finds my body. i'm fucking tired of this shitty ass life.
what dosages would i need in order to die, and how does it feel like dying this way usually?
also thinking of maybe jumping into this massive ass river near where i live, though i'm iffy on whether that would be a good idea or not
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