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uboa.rust

uboa.rust

deranged loser
Nov 14, 2025
21
i have access to diazepam, gabapentin, clonazepam, and possibly oxycodone (my mom keeps it near her bed, so i'll have to find a way to sneak and take it)

i'm thinking what i might do is to grab them, walk somewhere far into the woods and tonight, and take all of them. i'm almost thinking of taking an uber to the mountains a bit away from here so nobody finds my body. i'm fucking tired of this shitty ass life.

what dosages would i need in order to die, and how does it feel like dying this way usually?
also thinking of maybe jumping into this massive ass river near where i live, though i'm iffy on whether that would be a good idea or not
 
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Liebestod

Liebestod

Suicide Enthusiast
Mar 15, 2025
548
 
uboa.rust

uboa.rust

deranged loser
Nov 14, 2025
21
but surely like 15 capsules each of diazepam and clonazepam and, idk, like 50mg+ of oxycodone along with a bunch of gabapentin could be deadly, right? i mean people have died from benzos + alcogl
 
Liebestod

Liebestod

Suicide Enthusiast
Mar 15, 2025
548
but surely like 15 capsules each of diazepam and clonazepam and, idk, like 50mg+ of oxycodone along with a bunch of gabapentin could be deadly, right? i mean people have died from benzos + alcogl
Ironically you're more likely to die from an accidental overdose than an intentional one. I don't make the rules, nature does. Yes people have died from that combination but you could easily be revived and companies have their ways to make prescription medications less lethal.
 

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