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Vuxin

Vuxin

Eternal wandering
Feb 13, 2023
20
Serious question, with several methods to ctb costing into the several hundreds and having high risk to fail why not a shotgun? You can buy a used secondhand one for less than $500 even $200 in some places, me personally I just couldn't imagine even trying that, what about yall?
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
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If I could have I would have. Probably only really an option in the USA, or at a push Canada? Even then you probably need to be in a state with lax laws since most of us have mental illnesses etc and wouldn't be able to get a un
 
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Vitya

Vitya

She is addicted to breakcore and death
Feb 9, 2023
24
Guns aren't at all easy to get in my country and it take hell ton of a time + the cost is just as much if not even more
 
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immrw

immrw

Member
Jan 22, 2023
90
I can't own a gun since I've been hospitalized following ctb attempts. I did have the option to use my dad's gun back when I was living with him. I ultimately didn't do it because it's such a gory aftermath and traumatizing for whoever would find me. Also, I was in group therapy with a man who tried to shoot himself in the head and had a serious TBI. It seemed awful to survive something like that.
 
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Interloper

Interloper

Jul 23, 2021
689
I'd be all over that if I lived in the states, but alas, other countries exist where it's not as feasible. Much bigger entry barrier and I've already ruined it for myself anyway by having my poor mental health documented. I don't have the street smarts to do it illegally, and I'd feel too guilty to do it at a gun range.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,150
Are you really not aware of the fact that being able to access a gun depends on location. It's not an option for ctb where I live.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
12,498
I live in the UK 😆. Maybe not impossible to get one but a lot more difficult I imagine. Plus- I've heard of people missing and just making matters worse for themself. (Maybe not with a shotgun- I don't know.) Plus- the mess it would leave behind for some poor sod to clean up.
 
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AliceTheGoon

Specialist
Jul 1, 2022
399
I can't own a gun since I've been hospitalized following ctb attempts.
That's interesting, I went to the hospital following a ctb attempt over thirty years ago. Not sure that's the same as hospitalized but I had no problem buying guns ten years later. Granted it was in another state.
 
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immrw

immrw

Member
Jan 22, 2023
90
That's interesting, I went to the hospital following a ctb attempt over thirty years ago. Not sure that's the same as hospitalized but I had no problem buying guns ten years later. Granted it was in another state.
I believe the law is you have to wait 5 years before being able to purchase a gun following hospitalization. I've still got ~3 years, but every hospitalization just resets the clock.
 
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Blackroom_57

Student
Dec 25, 2021
157
If I could, I would immediately buy a shotgun and probably blow my head off shortly after. Unfortunately I have the most fucked psych record so there's no way I can legally purchase a firearm.
 
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CantWait2D1E

CantWait2D1E

Archaon, Herald of the Apocalypse
Dec 24, 2022
146
I don't really know of any way to buy a gun second hand. If you have any ideas on that please let me know. Besides knowing someone with a gun of course, maybe an online resource?

For me, it's because of the fact I still live with my parents. They watch my spending and activities like a hawk since I let slip that I was suicidal. I tired buying a gun recently. Got really close to actually owning it. I bought it from the store, got approved for my pistol purchase permit. All that was left to do was go down to the sheriffs office and do some paperwork. Pick the thing up from the store with a box of ammo and it would've been bye bye me. Parents found out before that happened and put a stop to all that. Probably barred my ability to ever purchase one from a reputable vendor because they went down to the sheriffs and got my permit denied. I didn't know how much more complicated it was to buy a handgun over a long arm. If I had chosen a shotgun over a .357 revolver maybe I wouldn't be here anymore. Stupid me
That's interesting, I went to the hospital following a ctb attempt over thirty years ago. Not sure that's the same as hospitalized but I had no problem buying guns ten years later. Granted it was in another state.
the hospitalized they're talking about is being involuntarily committed to a mental hospital. Going to a regular hospital for treatment after an attempt is a different thing entirely. If you weren't forced to go somewhere afterwards then yes there's no added difficulty in getting a gun.
 
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StringPuppet

StringPuppet

Lost
Oct 5, 2020
579
I'm broke lol
 
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mayirestinchaos

mayirestinchaos

My flesh glistens in the fire.
Feb 5, 2023
19
Serious question, with several methods to ctb costing into the several hundreds and having high risk to fail why not a shotgun? You can buy a used secondhand one for less than $500 even $200 in some places, me personally I just couldn't imagine even trying that, what about yall?
Bro, I like your profile photo. From my point of view, I don't live in the states, so I unfortunately cannot have one. It's the main reason many people choose to other methods. Secondly, some people are afraid of his/her ugly dead corpse. However, gunshot definitely will remain a scary hole in his/her head.
 
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Hopeliss

Member
Feb 12, 2023
21
I heard it is not a reliable method and something like 20% survive with nasty lifelong injuries
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,619
I have numerous guns and plan on using one to CTB......... But what's stopping me so far is my damn SI. Maybe I can gain the strength and courage sometime soon.
 
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exhaustedanonymous

exhaustedanonymous

everything that lives is gone to waste
Nov 14, 2022
136
i dont think i could get a gun where i live,, that's whats stopping me from using one
 
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bpdblackout

bpdblackout

Chronically uncertain
Feb 11, 2023
22
Stories of failed attempts.
It has the highest mortality rate of any type of attempt. Being afraid of failing with a gun and then using/ wanting a different method doesn't make any sense to me 🤷‍♂️

Most people fail because they do it like the movies (in the temple or under the chin) or use the wrong caliber/gun
 
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Mthom2

Student
Oct 19, 2020
156
I actually tried to buy a gun for ctb purposes, but was denied. If that were an option, it would be my choice method. Now, I'm working on inert gas, which might be a better method.
 
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EqualibriumWithin

EqualibriumWithin

Member
Feb 7, 2023
25
I actually tried to buy a gun for ctb purposes, but was denied. If that were an option, it would be my choice method. Now, I'm working on inert gas, which might be a better method.
i agree, to me guns are basically a surefire way, i just hate how gatekept they are
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,574
It has the highest mortality rate of any type of attempt. Being afraid of failing with a gun and then using/ wanting a different method doesn't make any sense to me 🤷‍♂️

Most people fail because they do it like the movies (in the temple or under the chin) or use the wrong caliber/gun
Shotgun in the mouth 99%. @locked*n*loaded might have the link. With lots of practice hitting targets and in the mirror or phone camera even higher. Practice really does make perfect. Imo lots of prolife propaganda against methods even sn
 
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RichardFirst

RichardFirst

Specialist
Jan 16, 2021
382
I live in a country where guns are just not available. If I had one, I'd likely consider using it, but I would be fearful of doing it incorrectly. I suppose that a shotgun blast to the head is not survivable in anyway, but it would be a frightening experience, I think.
 
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ShadowsFall

Lost and forgotten
Jul 15, 2021
175
Cannot legally own or purchase a gun due to being hospitalized after a suicide attempt years ago. Although this information was passed to me thru a very unreliable source, and not thru law enforcement and/or doctors. I am unsure of any way I can check without attempting to purchase. Unfortunately attempting to purchase a firearm in the state I live in if I am unable will result in legal consequences.
 
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Ultracheese

Ultracheese

Arcanist
Dec 1, 2022
489
I'm an 18 year old student, so I don't have enough money to purchase one. My father has some, but I don't want to use his as I believe this will create even more guilt on his part when I CTB.
 
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moparman97b

moparman97b

CPTSD, depression, anxiety, lonely
Feb 11, 2023
12
I'm too short to use a shotgun and too fearful of failing with a handgun
 
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itsoktobewrong

itsoktobewrong

our day will come
Feb 13, 2023
2
I'm an 18 year old student, so I don't have enough money to purchase one. My father has some, but I don't want to use his as I believe this will create even more guilt on his part when I CTB.
If were to be heavily considering it, this would be the reason I wouldn't .
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
1,270
I own a 9mm, never been my preferred method. I know it usually works (85% success rate) but what if I don't get it right abd I'm some disfigured person with face blown off unable to eat, see, speak, and in vegetative state forever.

I thought about shot to to the heart but sane thing, what if I survive it. You always have to get thru the rbs.

I want to just take a bunch of F or N and die. It is fairly difficult here to obtain, though
 
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