What's stopping you from fully committing suicide?

[bluered1]

A pain free, quick, guaranteed result method.
That's literally it.

Same here

 

[Forveleth]

Copy pasta from another thread because I am LaZy:

I have found that attempts are most likely to succeed if I feel "ready". Unfortunately, that feeling hasn't come for me in a while and I'm not sure why. I'm still extremely depressed and can't wait for my life to be over but yet every time I think about setting up for my method I'm just kind of "meh". I have little projects around the house to work on, so maybe that's why? However I feel if someone barged in and put a gun to my head I would be totally ok with them pulling the trigger.

I do not know why I cannot seem to bring myself to do it so I just keep existing until my brain decides I'm ready.

 

[sximii]

Don't have everything for my method yet, still in progress. Another thing my cats. Gosh how much I love them.

 

[zilk]

The fear of failure.

 

[areyousafe??]

Currently waiting for my benzos. In the meantime, attend last appointment with psychologist, spend last dinner with family. I'm ready once I have my benzos, which is supposed to arrive next week.

 

[platypus77]

I live in some kind of Stockholm Syndrome, I'm in love with the captors that prevent me to leave the cage despite my resentment against them. My dream was about it.

I don't intend to live through old age, never did, and I won't.

But I'm still young enough, have a somewhat healthy body, and realized I have enough runway to live and do whatever the fuck I want before exhausting my resources.

I died in the sense I don't intend to live through society expectations anymore. I'm sure people close to me will think "well, he's finally going insane".

I'm a builder, and might still have some castles to build before burning everything to the ground.

Maybe I just curious to see what they would look like, now that I don't feel chained anymore. I'm possibly starting another journey to self destruction but this time it's gonna be my way. I will leave believing I was finally true to myself, no more pretending.

 

[human909]

Finding the right method and fear.

 

[sleepforever81]

Nothing, saving up enough pills to try again.

 

[elderDrifter]

Fear of getting caught (I'd be vomiting SN for sure), some misguided hope things could get better, maybe some financial matters (too lazy to define beneficiaries for my assets).

I'm worried that if life does persist after death and I'm reincarnated or something, that I'll just end up in a materially worse life than I have right now. In many respects I'm very lucky, especially materially. I'm worried a worse hell awaits for me if I choose to kill myself.

 

[outrider567]

A pain free, quick, guaranteed result method.
That's literally

A pain free, quick, guaranteed result method.
That's literally it.

Nitrogen is painless, quick, and guaranteed

 

[SeekingOasis]

Having people who care about me and love me. May sound selfish and heartless of me to say, but I wish no one cared about me so I could CTB. I don't want my loved ones to suffer through more grief, they've already been through enough grief as is.

 

[outrider567]

Same here

Nitrogen

 

[Loverboy2000]

The only reason stopping me for now is hope of things changing and honestly my parents. I don't know how they would both handle it and what it will lead to. Very nerve wrecking but also can't live the life in a constant mode of depression so debating.

 

[whalesounds]

its not truly in my best interest no matter how much I want it to be

 

[divinemistress36]

Ironically depression itself to depressed to plan right now and fear of failure

 

[Daxter777]

I bought a hand full of games and want to experience them before I ctb. Kind of a dumb reason but ive heard people do something simular, if they want to ctb they buy a lottery ticket not because they will win (they wont) but the anticipation gives them something to look farward to.

Also my mom, I have no doubt if I CTB my mom would most definitely have a mental break and I don't want to do that to her. In my worst case scenario i stop giving a fuck though and intend to really go through with it but then SI kicks in...

 

[Maod72]

My mom, but every minute turns out to be a living hell. I need to go.

 

[Timelapse]

I was raised as a "Seventh-day Adventist Christian"

so the fear of hell on judgment day is kinda stuck behind my mind

or movies like "Wristcutters: A Love Story" made me fear limbo.

but really Ive been ready, I just lack a proper method.

 

[Tortured_empath]

Fear of death and nothingness, stubbornness, laziness, love of my family (I think), a sliver of hope

 

[darkenmydoorstep]

Nitrogen is painless, quick, and guaranteed

Don't know much about it or where I'd get it

 

[outrider567]

Don't know much about it or where I'd get it

Inert Gas Mega Thread

 

[nomoredolor]

My loved ones are the only reason. I am gathering the courage and hope to be dead before the end of 2025. I have my SN kit done, I have a cemetery plot, I'm meeting with a funeral home soon. I still need to rewrite my letters and make some final preparations. I will be so glad to go. But holy fuck it's so hard to leave my loved ones. The guilt eats me alive. Wish I could die without hurting them,

Anna