
keyakizaka
Member
- Apr 25, 2021
- 28
serious question whats stopping me from hanging myself right now. i have everything ready and its perfect but i keep sweating anf shaking. im not even that scared but when i lean forward i stop. im so frustrated. this has to happen today. theres no other options. Im terrified of heights but i considered jumping but i cant find a building for that anyways. im not joking i have to die within the next 8 hours. maybe something will switch in my head by then but im so irritated. just do it seriously. ive been trying for the past few months but today i seriously planned to do it and thought about it all day. i just have to. im so done. and i have a job that i absolutely cant miss work or theyll do a search party. so i dont have much time if i dont want to be found