Unattainable666
Enlightened
- Mar 31, 2023
- 1,347
I'm an older suicidal person. I remember the days when people helped each other - opened doors - were respectful of each other. Oh there were always people who were mean, self-centered and hateful. Those people have always been around. But things have changed - people have changed. It's a me world - it's all about me me me. I don't fit in anymore. Not just because of all the shit that has happened in my life, but because I can't be a me person. I'm one of the people who wants to help others even if it means not taking care of myself. I've overstayed my welcome, should have been gone a long time ago before things got so bad for me. I'm a square peg trying to fit into a round hole. It will never work and it hurts too much to try to keep squeezing myself in. I just want peace in my life and I'll never find it here.