western_heart
trying to save ourself
- May 23, 2021
- 630
Headache, dehydration, and sleep debt is slowly adding up
Largeletters
Alone
- Jan 21, 2020
- 640
Woke up, had a bowl of ice cream and some chicken nuggets, so now I feel like a fat piece of shit. Also, I miss my deceased family members and I keep having memories of my controlling relationships. Fun, fun, fun!
motel rooms
Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
- Apr 13, 2021
- 7,084
That I still like him it hurts so bad I just don't want to remember this anymore
The heatwave - 6 days with temp around 32C... in June!
20 years ago that kind of shit was unheard of, but now it's the new normal apparently. Awesome, another reason to get the fuck out of here asap.
20 years ago that kind of shit was unheard of, but now it's the new normal apparently. Awesome, another reason to get the fuck out of here asap.
xkonstantinexx
Member
- Jun 11, 2021
- 78
A messy divorce, losing my job due to Covid-19, financial debt, extreme loneliness and this sense of inevitable doom.
Existence is a burden specially with brain chemicals randomly disappearing and making me feel I don't exist at all.
LONE WOLF.
PUNISHER.
- Nov 4, 2020
- 1,988
Having No-one who will step up and take responsibility for my ashes and those of my 2 dogs,1 still living and take our ashes once we've died so all 3 of us can be scattered at the same location, it would cost them nothing but a signature and maybe 1 hour of their time to scatter the ashes in a park with a view somewhere!!! One act of compassion is all l'm asking for!!!
StringPuppet
Lost
- Oct 5, 2020
- 579
I don't have any willpower and don't know how to get any
newave3
I want out
- Nov 21, 2020
- 2,795
I ate an entire Digiorno Stuffed Crust pizza. I added some shredded mozzarella and onions to it. I ate it at 4:00 a.m. It was delicious but now I can't sleep because of the acid reflux. I usually stay up all night anyway but the pizza is really keeping me up even longer.
grungeCat
Awkward & weird
- Jul 5, 2020
- 1,110
Loneliness, boredom, freaking phobias making me scared of literally eveyrthing
Heat which worsens mental problems
newave3
I want out
- Nov 21, 2020
- 2,795
The heat and humidity here in NYC have been brutal the last couple of days and it's only June. I have no words to describe how much I hate summer and how miserable I feel because of it.
BornofDust
Student
- Dec 11, 2020
- 132
The sense of pointlessness. Like everything I do. Even breathing, seems pointless. Its a familiar feeling but its bothersome a bit to say the least. Its like knowing full well you are just a meat sack and that not much can be done about it. Your just to aware of what you are and living in the present.
That whenever I enjoy something its very temporary and short compared to pain and suffering.
Makko
Iä!
- Jan 17, 2021
- 2,430
It bothers me to have to declare war on my family.
Meditation guide
Always was, is, and always shall be.
- Jun 22, 2020
- 6,089
Nothing. I got to chat with someone I love.
Being doomed to never fit in and be endlessly picked on
When you fight back you're the 'mad person'
Society is a sick joke for people who think to any depth and are therefore unable to mindlessly conform and bully others
into line; into being a mindless conformist just like everyone else
Life is very hard to survive if you aren't cruel and oppressive in my opinion
Typing stuff like this out gives me a degree of strength to keep saying fk them though
Anyone who would torment and wish death on another person is a piece of absolute scum
The world needs less of these kinds of people and more of the types of people on here ironically
Don't let these barbaric, uncivilised animals win.
When you fight back you're the 'mad person'
Society is a sick joke for people who think to any depth and are therefore unable to mindlessly conform and bully others
into line; into being a mindless conformist just like everyone else
Life is very hard to survive if you aren't cruel and oppressive in my opinion
Typing stuff like this out gives me a degree of strength to keep saying fk them though
Anyone who would torment and wish death on another person is a piece of absolute scum
The world needs less of these kinds of people and more of the types of people on here ironically
Don't let these barbaric, uncivilised animals win.
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theunderdog
Member
- Jun 17, 2021
- 38
watching my husband go though a difficult time. I just want to wrap him in my arms and reassure him we'll be ok. Life is so cruel. I despair at constantly trying to be something I'm not. I've completely lost sight of the things that are important.
Sinai Silence
I think I'ma die alone inside my room
- Jul 6, 2020
- 810
Just trying to put effort into everything and make some sort of progress and seeing no result from it. Just reminds me why I feel shit and why it all feels pointless.
Fehler
...
- Oct 12, 2020
- 455
Having been +40 minutes waiting to donate blood when I had a reserved time. I was quite overwhelmed in the room with so many people, I also had to wear 2 masks.
hʚll
not real.
- Jun 18, 2021
- 467
i can't kill myself rn because family always home
western_heart
trying to save ourself
- May 23, 2021
- 630
Not having a method anymore. I thought my strong desire to CTB was over for a while but I was wrong.
Mixo
Blue
- Aug 2, 2020
- 773
It's bothering me a lot that there's no one in my corner. That the person who is supposed to "love me" can make up just about any garbage they want to and I will be assumed to be the problem. It hurts. It hurts a lot and I wish that there was someone safe - anyone that I could talk to without it becoming a problem. It bothers me that no one is going to care once I top myself and I'll just be talked about like I brought this all on myself. I just wish I'd never existed in the first place.
Largeletters
Alone
- Jan 21, 2020
- 640
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Warlock
- May 20, 2021
- 705
Largeletters
Alone
- Jan 21, 2020
- 640
Potential plans with people, but I don't want to leave my house.
