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Oneiron

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Dec 4, 2018
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Can't anymore. So much pain. I dont know what to do. What you do?
 
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idontknowwhatiam

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Sep 10, 2025
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That's why we're all here my friend
 
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soul2realm

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Oct 12, 2025
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I am sorry for the pain you are going through. It feels so horrendous, I understand. But hang in there. Sending you loads of love and blessings.
 
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Sep 24, 2020
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I really understand as I just always find it so painful to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence an just always saw as a mistake, every second to me is torture being conscious, I always suffer so unbearably from existing in this horrific reality where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured, existence to me is the most terrible tragic mistake that just tortures existing beings.

I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence, it's just so horrific to me how humans impose this existence causing all this pain, cruelty and torture as a result and I have no choice but to suffer as after all I exist in this reality where humans have made dying painlessly into a crime, it truly is such horrific extreme cruelty how so many want others to be tortured in this existence and feel the pain of existing for as long as possible. All that anti-suicide does is cause way more harm and suffering in this existence that just leads to decay and death anyway, I'll always see existing as just waiting to die and I always suffer so unbearably as a result of this dreadful existence, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and is all that can bring me any peace.
 
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