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It's over
- Dec 15, 2025
- 30
Let's pretend you planned to CTB on December 31st. What would you spend your savings on between today and December 31st ?
Already planned. An expensive hotel the night or nights before, eat all my favorite things, sushi, alcohol, anything I'm not allowed to do anymore. Then spend a lot of my money on someone to spend the night with me one more time(plan on way over paying bc i don't believe in that) but if I'm leaving this world i want that one more time before i go and I'll help change someone life with all the money maybe they won't have to do that anymore potentially. And catch the bus the next night.Let's pretend you planned to CTB on December 31st. What would you spend your savings on between today and December 31st ?
Same, in my case, they deserve it.Probably I will make sure that savings will be available to my family members.
that plushie looks cute thought it was a fumo for a momentI don't have much money and I don't have many ideas, but to be honest, what came to mind now was:
1- Hike to some SUPER isolated spot in the mountains ranges near me. it's SOOO BEAUTIFUL when u see it from below!!! I'd much rather spend money to go to an isolated place and die among the trees and animals than in this dead concrete world that r the cities. besides… my family wouldn't find me if I did it right! and that reassures me, I REALLY want to be far away from those who hurt me, and also… having my body imprisoned inside those concrete tombs… terrifies me a little…
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2- A new Gura plushie (since I already have Dino gura)!!!!! I know it sounds silly, but she was the reason I'm still here and answering you! she was and still is a HUGE, long-lasting emotional support for me (so long-lasting that even today, despite her having ceased lives, I STILL persist in LIVING because of her!!). i REALLY like her and admire her deeply, so I think I would buy another plush toy of her so I could die alongside the one that gave me reasons to live for so long and made dark days so fun and less burdensome
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