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lost_one

lost_one

Once
Nov 3, 2024
44
I think I will miss my dogs and my plants, reading, and watching anime/series. I will miss walking in the woods, looking at the night sky, walking around town, I guess I will miss playing videogames. Writing although I was never good at it.
 
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LukaParrot

LukaParrot

Student
Dec 18, 2024
148
I would miss my mother.

She help me a lot, a really strong woman that I'm grateful to have as a mother.

The rest, doesnt matter anymore, food, games, dont feel more connected to this, doesnt makes sense to me now.
 
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InboxRain292

InboxRain292

Member
May 5, 2024
17
I will miss a lot of things: I have a "desire" to develop game apps (or apps in general) and learn 3D modeling, and I'd miss playing this MOBA game. I'll also miss roller blading and my desire to ice skate. And I'll miss my hobby of photography, and trying all the good foods around the world. I'll also miss singing my ass off to karoke songs when no one is around. ... There's so much stuff I'll miss :( but I guess they're not "that important" compared to my reasons for ctb.
 
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tirednwired

in the end everybody loses
Oct 28, 2024
25
My little sister, love her so much
 
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iamrealandyouarenot

Member
Jan 14, 2025
6
My family, friends and job. I just hurt so much. I know it's selfish, but I don't think I can be broken like this anymore.
 
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danny10

danny10

Member
Jan 8, 2025
87
I would miss my daughter. I keep on living because of her, even though I suffer each day. I have suicidal thoughts constantly but I push through because of my daughter. I feel ashamed that I wanna CTB. I think I don't have the right to CTB with a little cute daughter. I feel stuck.
 
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Kyotospade

Kyotospade

Member
Jan 5, 2025
53
Not to be the smart ass but you technically wouldn't anything because you'd be dead .
 
mango000

mango000

wants to sleep forever
Nov 12, 2024
30
I would miss my daughter. I keep on living because of her, even though I suffer each day. I have suicidal thoughts constantly but I push through because of my daughter. I feel ashamed that I wanna CTB. I think I don't have the right to CTB with a little cute daughter. I feel stuck.
i cant even begin to imagine how hard that must be. im sorry that youre suffering so much <3
 
resurgence

resurgence

(┬┬﹏┬┬)
Jan 17, 2025
8
video games, benzodiazepines, two nic vape flavors, and my cat. that cat loves me so much i cannot do it while shes here i cant be another person leaving her !!
but yeah, so like nothing really real there besides my cat who im bonded with lol
 
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HenryHenriksen_6E

HenryHenriksen_6E

Member
Oct 19, 2024
74
My pets and some people. My animation and writing projects are also rather dear to me, and I've put a ton of work into them, so it kinda feels like a waste. I still like doing them, and I still think of their futures, but they'll die with me, which is a shame, but eh cant have everything. What saddens me the most is that things I've loved have turned into a means of survival, not a means of enjoyment. I don't want those things to be turned into something just meant to keep me alive.
 
yousaidimsweet

yousaidimsweet

your star student
Nov 30, 2024
63
don't have any plans to ctb, but i would probably miss seeing my friends grow old and miss my weekly dinner dates with my best friend. oh and listening to music lol
 
idelttoilfsadness21

idelttoilfsadness21

I wanna be dead so badly nothing makes sense
Jan 6, 2025
302
Nothing… I'll remember all in a better world that isn't this one
 
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CogitoMori

Specialist
Oct 21, 2024
351
Just people honestly, but I know there are more benefits and fewer liabilities for them if I'm not in the equation.
 
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WatchmeBurn

Member
Apr 26, 2023
6
In the literal sense, nothing, as I'd be dead and whatever chemistry fuels my consciousness would cease to be.

But, to answer the question in the way it's meant, I would miss my beloved partner, the light of my world, above all else. I would miss reading and learning. I would miss my family.

Nothing else really. Not got any friends I see in person other than my partner.
 

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