What would you give

[LONE WOLF.]

What would Anyone here give to have a real live 'human' friend? And if You had one Would you still want to end it all someday soon???

 

[yive]

real people are shit. the type of people you described doesn't exist ;)

 

[LastWhisper]

I'd give everything, but they all decline it every time :(

 

[Life_and_Death]

i have a human friend, hes really sweet. but my disorders make everything worse so yeah, i still want to. besides i find my disorders make everything a complication in life including friends

 

[StringPuppet]

I have some and I still want to die

 

[Nymph]

I used to have a best friend few times but when I changed schools we stopped communicating. First one I had from kindergarten to middle school and the second one from highschool to 2 years ago or something like that. Now I don't have any super close friends but I don't even care. And yeah I would still want to ctb even if I still had a human irl friend. I like being alone and I like spending time with myself and doing my hobbies and such, plus it's better if I ctb while not having any close friends so I don't hurt more people

 

[MindFog]

I'd feel a bit selfish to ask for a real friend now that I'm here. I don't want them to grieve. I've pushed all of my friends away because of shame and my desire to ctb. Although, I would be lying if I say I dont want them back.

 

[justanotherstar]

'Real' Friends complicate things, I have people who I'm close to and I love and they love me. It doesn't change my desire to CTB but it does make it harder to follow through on. If only I could kill myself in a vacuum where it doesn't affect anybody but that's just magical thinking

 

[Nexuno]

the type of people you described doesn't exist ;)

^^^This

 

[WornOutLife]

I've had plenty of friends but I realized I'm a lone wolf, just like your username lol.

Still, I do admit that social relationships can help lots.

 

[profoundexperience]

real people are shit. the type of people you described doesn't exist

^^^This

^^^^This

Unfortunately, and by "design", you can't avoid doing anything without a "what's in it for me" occurring (at least subconsciously). We always do things for a reason... and that reason must always track-back to selfishness.

 

[Nexuno]

^^^^This

Unfortunately, and by "design", you can't avoid doing anything without a "what's in it for me" occurring (at least subconsciously). We always do things for a reason... and that reason must always track-back to selfishness.

^^^ and this.

 

[KleinerWolf]

Having a friend means very little to me.
I have a immigration problem.
Friends offer emotional support to each other, it's beneficial,
but it doesn't help me.

 

[Deleted member 17949]

I have friends, still sad, life is a scam

 

[Zhontafly]

I have 2 great friends and a loving supportive family, but that doesnt solve all my problems. I understand that I am fortunate and I am grateful for them but I dont see how this changes my circumstances. My family and friends can do nothing to fix me, rid me of all worldly issues or restore my function and health. I love them and all, but lets be real and accept that it doesnt work miracles or cure everything.