Arahant

Arahant

Student
Jun 15, 2024
142
KINDRED JUNKIE SPIRITS TAP IN. <3
JUNKIE AVENGERS; UNITE! <3

20K USD, 3 high powered chemical maniacs.
I want you to candyflip me so hard I transform into a teletubby in a powerranger suit and then toss me out of an airplane
 
  • Yay!
  • Like
  • Informative
Reactions: executioner1983, Isbel88, GuessWhosBack and 3 others
opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Eating Disordered Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
1,159
JUNKIE AVENGERS; UNITE! <3

20K USD, 3 high powered chemical maniacs.
I want you to candyflip me so hard I transform into a teletubby in a powerranger suit and then toss me out of an airplane
This made me laugh! Hahahahahaha PMs open if you wanna chat about being junkie demons lol
 
  • Yay!
Reactions: Praestat_Mori and CatLvr
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
2,615
I would use any money i can get to help me achieve my only rational goal which is suicide asap. What i want is non-existence. What can be better than non-existence? to have no problems , no responsibilities , no chance of extreme pain, zero suffering, no chance of anything bad happening not having to do anything ever again and i'm just getting started on the benefits of non-existence forever. no unbearable pain , no getting old ,no worries no stress , no chance of extreme suffering. to me non-existence is the best thing by a trillion times better than anything
 
  • Like
Reactions: a.hamza.13, LifeQuitter, Praestat_Mori and 2 others
W

whywere

Visionary
Jun 26, 2020
2,987
Oops, my apologies. I forget everyone isn't an old fart like me and @whywere Guess there are some advantages to age after all, huh, Walter??
YES! Every stage of life has advantages and disadvantages, however as one's hits milestones in life usually the positives outweigh the negatives. As here in the U.S. I get my monthly Social Security check and Medicare health insurance.

Before anyone gives me a hard time about the money and/or insurance, I paid into it and what the U.S. federal government did to mess everything up with Social Security being under funded, what happened was that the Social Security fund was raided by the Feds on and off to pay for other things and it was never put back in.

Everyone living in the U.S. should be darn mad at all the idiots in Washington D.C. who never can figure anything out. It is always the poor soul at the bottom of the food chain that gets hit never the fat cats.

Walter
 
Last edited:
  • Hugs
  • Like
  • Informative
Reactions: LoiteringClouds, opheliaoveragain, LifeQuitter and 2 others
B

Bear1234

Student
Jul 8, 2024
124
I would go here:

I might be buggin but i looked at the last resort link and the sacro is basically free besides this " funeral home to remove their body and then there is cremation. This cost varies from canton to canton. Another minor cost is the cost of the liquid nitrogen purchase (CHF18). " . You just have to be 50 years old. Thats the only requirement it seems? Why aren't more 50 year olds doing this vs dignitas since dignitas costs like 11,000 plus lol. Obviously there is flight cost and all that too but besides that , its not a big cost to die peacefully i feel.
 
  • Hugs
  • Love
Reactions: Praestat_Mori and CatLvr
S

sorrynf

Member
Aug 5, 2024
5
I'd donate it to charity
 
  • Like
Reactions: Praestat_Mori, CatLvr and jello
J

jello

Curiosity killed the cat
Aug 30, 2021
98
Donate at least 50% of it to charity
Spend 20% of what's left on booze
Spend the rest on going to places that were meaningful to me
In hindsight I think I'd just donate it all to charity since I'm not keen on drinking or going places
 
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: Praestat_Mori and CatLvr
spirittheyregone

spirittheyregone

A whisper to her scream, an autumn in my green.
Jun 12, 2023
75
probably pay off the last of my debt and leave a bit for my fiance and donate the rest
 
  • Like
Reactions: Praestat_Mori and CatLvr
P

Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,166
It depends on interests. If I was determined to CTB I would probably plan a trip around the world or half-way around the world, countries I've not visited yet and the like. Otherwise I could live off that amount probably for 10 years or even more (on a basic level!) - not needing to work. I could still CTB then if no wonder's gonna happen.

I think it's pretty personal decision what one would do with that amount of money before CTB.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Minsu and LifeQuitter
trappedinthislife

trappedinthislife

Student
May 13, 2024
107
Send it to those in need. I was about to say family but they disappointed me so no money for them. I'll send it to organizations like homeless shelters, LGBT orgs, etc.
 
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: Minsu, LifeQuitter and Praestat_Mori
Willy Wonka

Willy Wonka

Student
Dec 15, 2021
150
I'm actually in a situation where I have like $20 000 in my bank account and due to my drug induced brain damage I can't go to work anymore.

So I'm just thinking about what I should do with my savings? A trip to Peru for getting N?

What would you do if you had 20k usd?
I'd send 1k each in BTC to others so they can CTB as well
 
  • Like
Reactions: LifeQuitter
P

Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,166
funnily that's the amount i need to NOT ctb because of my situation.. so if anyone has a spare 20k they wanna donate before they die (jk.. kinda)
I mean you're right, some people CTB bc money can't cure their pain and issues to not CTB - they CTB anyway. But we humans have a very specific relation with money and most people wouldn't even give it away, even if they had no heirs.
 
Last edited:
  • Like
Reactions: finchywart and Willy Wonka
nihilistic_dragon

nihilistic_dragon

Dead already. Just need to dispose of my body now.
Aug 6, 2024
612
All the money I've been saving is exactly for that purpose - a little "tour" around Latin America in search for N. I've always wanted to pass in my sleep. So N seems like a really good option.
 
Zhendou

Zhendou

Alive
Sep 17, 2022
93
Probably give some to charity and the rest to my family. I do not need to use that much money but others need it more than I do.
 
  • Love
Reactions: Minsu and whywere
Arahant

Arahant

Student
Jun 15, 2024
142
I'll answer you a bit later.. you know too many questions šŸ¤­
Hey, you
Out there in the cold
Getting lonely, getting old
Can you feel me?

Hey, you
Standing in the aisles
With itchy feet and fading smiles
Can you feel me?

Hey, you
Don't help them to bury the light
Don't give in without a fight
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: whywere and Zhendou
maynoname

maynoname

Student
Aug 13, 2024
162
I read you have to be at least 50yo (or physically ill). Also:
It will be so much more painless for all of us if it was open for everyone. Of course it's understandable for the extension of time.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Zhendou
EG1141

EG1141

Member
Aug 12, 2024
81
Buy drugs, donate, and give it to a friend.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Zhendou
Timothy7dff

Timothy7dff

Wizard
Apr 10, 2024
661
I wouldn't be suicidal if I had $20,000. šŸ˜‚ I'm old, too sick to work, and literally can't pay my bllis any more.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Zhendou
Minsu

Minsu

ā™€ļøšŸ³ļøā€šŸŒˆ
Jan 17, 2023
545
Hey, you
Out there in the cold
Getting lonely, getting old
Can you feel me?

Hey, you
Standing in the aisles
With itchy feet and fading smiles
Can you feel me?

Hey, you
Don't help them to bury the light
Don't give in without a fight
DM
Send it to those in need. I was about to say family but they disappointed me so no money for them. I'll send it to organizations like homeless shelters, LGBT orgs, etc.
Yeah good idea! I'll probably donate the LGBT organization in South Korea
 
Last edited:
  • Love
  • Like
Reactions: whywere and Zhendou
F

fmak

Member
Jul 27, 2024
17
1k would change many lives down here in Africa. It's painful to know that someone has that kind but wants to go anyway while sum we wallow in abject poverty yet a little can really change lives here.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: whywere
cowboypants

cowboypants

From milkyway
May 7, 2024
386
Buy stuff that matters to me, go to restaurant and stuff. But im just so tired rn i would just ctb anyway. I have a significant money invested so prolly just give back to parents/ family
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: whywere
Steff1337

Steff1337

Autistic and schizophrenic, please be respectful
Jun 21, 2024
659
I would use it to visit Paris and CTB there, but before that, I would leave all the unnecessary money to my close family.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: whywere
Minsu

Minsu

ā™€ļøšŸ³ļøā€šŸŒˆ
Jan 17, 2023
545
1k would change many lives down here in Africa. It's painful to know that someone has that kind but wants to go anyway while sum we wallow in abject poverty yet a little can really change lives here.
Crazy how big differences are between living standards in the world šŸ˜® the world isn't fair

I've created my savings during just 1.5 years working as a junior programmer
 
Last edited:
  • Love
Reactions: whywere
D

dimgobaith

Member
Jun 17, 2024
71
Make sure my nan and my animals were safe
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: whywere
I

Isbel88

Member
Jun 19, 2024
71
be careful of this guy. he is going after very young and vulnerable women
Are you saying that because I didn't want to do CTB with you anymore?
Understandably why your family hates you.
 
Last edited:
C

cryptoinvestor

Student
Jul 12, 2024
122
Are you saying that because I didn't want to do CTB with you anymore?
No because you were romantically involved with a very young person. That is so morally wrong to me. You told me you helped your vulnerable "ex-gf" whom you met online as well to CTB with N. You said she had ran away from home, she had just turned 18 and you're a 35 year old man, you said you were together 8months, which means you met her when she was underage. You also said her family didn't approve of your relationship, it's clear why. You decided to not be my partner because I was asking too many questions. I am glad I did, and thanks for your honesty.
 
Last edited:
  • Wow
  • Like
Reactions: tiredandafraid and LifeQuitter
W

whywere

Visionary
Jun 26, 2020
2,987
Crazy how big differences are between living standards in the world šŸ˜® the world isn't fair

I've set aside my savings during just 1.5 years working as a junior programmer
I am 68 and I mention this only because I have been here for a while, but I completely agree with you about living standards.

It will be sometime yet, but like in sci-fi movies, we will get out to the stars, I hope that ALL countries can come together and be 1 to go to the stars with instead of competing.

We are ALL the same and if this species called human is going to survive, we WILL have to work together and get OFF this planet once and for all.

I will never understand greed, self-centered and the like folks, we are ALL ONE and I love everyone always period.

Walter
 
  • Like
Reactions: LifeQuitter
Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
Feb 13, 2020
3,087
@cryptoinvestor do you have any evidence to back up your accusations?
 
  • Like
Reactions: Isbel88

Similar threads

bye_forever
Replies
7
Views
302
Suicide Discussion
bye_forever
bye_forever
cat_rina
Replies
0
Views
138
Suicide Discussion
cat_rina
cat_rina
illvoid
Replies
15
Views
412
Recovery
Life'sA6itch
L
Y
Replies
5
Views
189
Suicide Discussion
FuneralCry
FuneralCry