Discussion What would you do if you knew you were going to die in a month's time?

[Jx708]

Basically just the title. If there was a clock above your head one day, with a thirty day timer on it, and you died when it hit zero, how would you spend your month? No one can prolong the time/ doctors cannot do anything, and when the time is up you die peacefully.
Also no one can see this timer, its just an idea to get the point across.

I'd like to see how other people here would spend their time :) .

 

[woofwag]

Ride a lot of roller coasters, do a lot of drugs. Also hook up with a lot of people but I'm kind of already doing that anyway lol

 

[lawlietsph]

Uuuuhuhuhuu I would be SO relieved. I would let out such a giant sigh, you would be able to hear my relief on the other side of the planet. And then I would go and buy lots of delicious food, eat as much as I want. Lots of sweets, hell I would even go to restaurants for some nice meals. I would spend my days sitting outside, watching my pets, hugging them and talking to them, laughing as they make silly things. I would laugh for the first time in years.
Then I would go and visit my friend I know from here, he lives a couple hours away.
But yeah, the last days I would spend sitting outside, surrounded by my animals. And when the time comes, I would just lay down in the grass, let out another sigh of relief, and close my eyes and that's it.
Maaan, just fantasizing about it is making my brain so relieved...

 

[snooperdooper]

Buy a bunch of party poppers and celebrate

 

[mysticatedwine]

i don't think i'd change a lot. as long as i'm still here i'm still alive. the only thing i'd be doing is maybe write a bunch of letters and video capsules to send to my loved ones

 

[traumer]

i would be upset for the things i was too scared to do i would probably have sex for the first time ever because i wonder how it feels ummm and i would eat whatever i want :D

 

[nuva]

I'd drop out of university and go spend my money somewhere else.
A month is a pretty short time, so I'd just have fun.

 

[Andarna]

I would read my favorite books, play board games with my brother, spend time with my dog and go for walks with him... I would say goodbye to everyone properly and make a handcraft for them. Nothing crazy. Just relax and be happy.

And most importantly - I would format the computer and delete the browser history... :P

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd just feel so relieved that finally I'll be at peace from all the pain and suffering in this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake and I'd try to sleep as much as possible as after all sleeping is the closest to not existing and the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable in this existence so cruel and undesirable.

All I want is to be permanently free from the abomination of existence that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, I'd never wish for this dreadful existence and I'll always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence no matter what.

 

[Liseli]

Spent the last month trying to do something with the people I like. But that list shrinks every year. Or I'd honesty just do crimes lmao (not by actively hurting people)

 

[Irisse]

I guess nothing much would change, I'd just be relieved. I'd delete all digital footprints I could and tell my family how much I love them and I'd try to spend more time with them. I'd also spend time with the neighbourhood cats. I'd clean my apartment several days before.

 

[dontwakemeup]

OMG, I would be so happy for 30 days! I think I would document my last 30 days and make personal videos to the people I would miss. I would eat everything I love, cakes, candy, etc. I would attend church for that month. I just imagine finally being happy that this will all be over in 30 days! And I wouldn't work anymore, just enjoy my off days in peace and happiness!

 

[Spite]

I would, in no particular order:

* Quit my job
* Try to listen to as much of my favourite music as possible
* Go on a couple of roadtrips to visit some towns around me that I've always wanted to see more of
* Blow my money on staying in nice hotels and treating myself to as much of my favourite foods as I like
* Do a few other things I've never done before.

 

[Cry Baby <3]

that's quite literally my life rn cause I plan to ctb on halloween (what a cool way to go ik) so basically in a month XD
I don't think I'm gonna do anything too crazy, otherwise someone in my environment could notice and get suspicious of me, I plan on dying my hair tho XD

 

[Random Username]

I'd do a bit of traveling. See what life has to offer out there although I don't expect much it would be nice to know I did something before ctb

 

[memento-mori]

would be so happy
like an immense weight lifted from my shoulders
but won't be able to see grandparents for one last time tho :(
they are the only people in my life i really care about

 

[Grimlock]

I would sell all my stuff and just spend those last days being as hedonistic as possible. It would be a huge weight off my shoulders having that kind of certainty in life, no more guessing or worrying. Without fear.

 

[Ileftthidsplcee]

Basically just the title. If there was a clock above your head one day, with a thirty day timer on it, and you died when it hit zero, how would you spend your month? No one can prolong the time/ doctors cannot do anything, and when the time is up you die peacefully.
Also no one can see this timer, its just an idea to get the point across.

I'd like to see how other people here would spend their time :) .

Try Heroin,beat the shit out of one teacher,buy a new phone,spend time w my gf, play league

 

[rozbitka]

Nothing.

 

[emilyprentiss]

empty my back account. buy anything i want, anything i can think of is mine now. I'd go be in a hotel and live in peace, i like a change of scenery. my last meal would be some nice red velvet cake. I'd spam my girlfriend with texts reminding her how much i love her every minute until shes finally rid of me.

 

[FoxSauce]

Hmmmmmmm. Spend some cash, spend time with pals and family and cry tbh

 

[Kirkinator]

I'm poor as shit so I can't do anything interesting. The anxiety would be unbearable so I'd kill myself preemptively lol but I guess I'd go to church and seek forgiveness for all the wrongdoings I've done to others and write notes for my loved ones.

 

[NormallyNeurotic]

Make peace with the people I love, set up stuff for after I'm dead, dive headfirst into investigating my trauma and who has a hand in it, and then using all the information to either make police reports, or dropvhe information to my extended family (or possibly the public/news) and watch the place explode.

Then I'd dedicate the rest of my time to the guy I have feelings for. Tell him things I never told him, maybe confess (maybe. Might be too selfish), give him advice, let him know that he is wonderful and worthy of happiness, give him some gifts I've bwwn meaning to give him and then make him promise that he won't do anything impulsive if my death affects him.

Then at my last moments, I'd maybe voice chat him beforehand (because I figure he wouldn't feel comfortable during), cuddle and say bye to my cat, eat my favorite food and then sit down somewhere in the forest (probably in a tree) and rewatch the musical that saved/changed my life.