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cme-dme

cme-dme

wants to sleep forever
Feb 1, 2025
541
If nobody cared about me I'd have probably done it by now.
 
onmywaytothebusstop

onmywaytothebusstop

~ Transgirl looking for eternal tranquility ~
Feb 9, 2025
235
I think the most important thing for me is the impulsiveness or to get triggered.
 
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deletednumber

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
1,603
The thought that it will be quick
 
Z

zardofan

So very tired of trying
Feb 11, 2025
59
If I had a good plan for my pets. Poor things.
 
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foreverstardust

Member
Feb 5, 2025
52
A couple things:

1. If my aunt died I would follow. She is the only reason I'm still here. I want her to live a long and happy life, but I can't bring myself to spend another 20 years on this earth.

2. A convenient little medication that was easy and legal to get hold of. I'd like to just fade away curled up warm in my bed, not choking down a disgusting salty drink that runs the risk of getting me sectioned or any of the more excruciatingly painful methods.
 
Eudaimonic

Eudaimonic

I want to fade away.
Aug 11, 2023
976
If I could guarantee that loved ones wouldn't be devastated afterward

If I knew that there was nothing after death or that if there was, it was blissful

If the discomfort experienced would be minimal
 
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MercenariesofMidgar

Specialist
Nov 30, 2024
376
For me is really understanding my method. If I know what can go wrong I can anticipate it to push past it or correct for it

A quiet place that would not rush me. If I want to take a day to reach the edge that is fine

The constant knowledge it's my choice. I can back out at any time

A kind soul to accompany me or at least say a few words of support.

The final day is coming soon.
Choosing my method that would work.
Confirmation my loved ones will be okay.
Hopefully if there's anything after the day we die it's peaceful
 
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timechained

Experienced
Apr 15, 2025
211
Knowing for certain that it will work.
 
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Stan Swiftie

Stan Swiftie

Student
Apr 3, 2025
102
For me is really understanding my method. If I know what can go wrong I can anticipate it to push past it or correct for it

A quiet place that would not rush me. If I want to take a day to reach the edge that is fine

The constant knowledge it's my choice. I can back out at any time

A kind soul to accompany me or at least say a few words of support.

The final day is coming soon.
A successful peaceful method is ALL I want
Jumping in front of a train sucks
 
HollowDrop

HollowDrop

ah
Oct 4, 2023
153
If I had easier ways to get everything I need for SN. I'm very hellbent on SN as it seems fairly reliable and peaceful.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
14,372
Access to assisted suicide or, a guaranteed reliable and peaceful method. Not having loved ones who may be affected by it.

Best of all would have been not to have been born to begin with. That would have spared me the frightening decision now plus, the shitty life that lead up to it.
 
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DeathIsJustAJourney

Member
Apr 9, 2025
62
Knowing that I wasn't being followed everywhere by mental health and police,in uk they think they have a right to dictate how you live or end your life,total headache,my life my rules,so just gotta think of a way that's unstoppable no matter how fast they get to me,not the ways I'd prefer but what else is a man to do....
 
TiredandEmotional23

TiredandEmotional23

Member
Feb 27, 2025
5
For me is really understanding my method. If I know what can go wrong I can anticipate it to push past it or correct for it

A quiet place that would not rush me. If I want to take a day to reach the edge that is fine

The constant knowledge it's my choice. I can back out at any time

A kind soul to accompany me or at least say a few words of support.

The final day is coming soon.
Something quick and certain. Nothing where I have to wait as I panic and change my mind.
 
NeedAnEscape

NeedAnEscape

awaiting the end
Oct 16, 2023
269
Having a method that is reliable and easily available to me. I wish I had a death pill in my pocket that could end me in a matter of minutes. I'd also prefer a painless death / a death with a limited amount of pain. I don't want to spend my last moments in intense agony and fear, with survival instincts dripping out of me. I want to close my eyes and go to sleep. I know this is horrifically selfish, but I wish I could just fall asleep in my boyfriend's arms and just die in my sleep. I wouldn't want there to be a way where he could twist the situation and blame himself. My heart would just stop, and there would be nothing that could've been done. I want the peace, I want comfort in my final moments.
 
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Xiaojiu

Xiaojiu

cease to exist 不复存在
Mar 28, 2025
757
If I caught my husband cheating
 

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