What would make your suicide easier to carry out

[brain-fog]

Me having time to actually do it. A week or two for physical and mental preparations for my suicide without anyone disrupting the process, but this won't happen any time soon.

 

[itriedinthislife2]

I don't mean to sound insensitive it's just my thoughts but I feel like a gun makes everything so simple. Like you just literally pull the trigger…

Asides from magic pills and nembutal etc a gun is just point at the right place and shoot. I don't know what I am missing. The SI is mostly gone and you can do it from the comfort of your own home (if you live alone ig).

Sorry it this pissed anyone off.

nothing but facts. people know this man but the ones who cant get access to firearms will justify it and go back and fourth as away of comfort but deep down everyone knows its a guaranteed death to the head. 9mm and up preferabily hollow tips if you can but fmj will do the trick also

What could? A shotgun probably... Sigh...

pretty much guarantted and painless so yeah lol

I don't mean to sound insensitive it's just my thoughts but I feel like a gun makes everything so simple. Like you just literally pull the trigger…

Asides from magic pills and nembutal etc a gun is just point at the right place and shoot. I don't know what I am missing. The SI is mostly gone and you can do it from the comfort of your own home (if you live alone ig).

Sorry it this pissed anyone off.

okay on the other hand after reading this ive noticed one thing. i cant help but notice the amount of people that self loathe on this sub? i get it not everyine wants to CTB theres probably many lost souls that have already left from this website but theres a LARGE number of people that just almost circle jerk the idea of killing themself? its odd. i dont want to condem suicide for those that dont really want to CTB but thats just my observation

i just joined today

 

[Lo$t95]

nothing but facts. people know this man but the ones who cant get access to firearms will justify it and go back and fourth as away of comfort but deep down everyone knows its a guaranteed death to the head. 9mm and up preferabily hollow tips if you can but fmj will do the trick also

pretty much guarantted and painless so yeah lol

okay on the other hand after reading this ive noticed one thing. i cant help but notice the amount of people that self loathe on this sub? i get it not everyine wants to CTB theres probably many lost souls that have already left from this website but theres a LARGE number of people that just almost circle jerk the idea of killing themself? its odd. i dont want to condem suicide for those that dont really want to CTB but thats just my observation

i just joined today

No disrespect. Why did you join this site?
Also I am new and a complete fucking tourist as far as this site goes…. I was lurking since 2018. I am guessing you are American?

STFU if I had access to easy guns without getting blackmarket BS or Darknet traps I wouldn't be here.

You have no idea how lucky you are.

 

[itriedinthislife2]

No disrespect. Why did you join this site?
Also I am new and a complete fucking tourist as far as this site goes…. I was lurking since 2018. I am guessing you are American?

STFU if I had access to easy guns without getting blackmarket BS or Darknet traps I wouldn't be here.

You have no idea how lucky you are.

its the way im going to go because i live in the us lmao. if i couldnt get access i wouldnt hesitate and stumble on the fact id probably just go with hanging if i lived in europe etc etc

if u really want to go you dont need a "gun" and i dont know why you told me to STFU lol?

 

[Rymrgand]

if u really want to go you dont need a "gun"

That's not how it works. Even if you want to do it, you still need to prepare to make sure it works. And even if you are completely prepared, you still have emotions that stop us, like fear of death and fear of the pain and the consequences if it doesn't work.

A gun, assuming you can get one, makes it easier. It's likely to go well and it's easy, quick and painless to do. Even if it goes wrong, the injuries would kill you (and maybe the shock would make you unconscious, which is always a relief). You can still survive, but it's really unlikely, as you said.

There's no need to mock or judge other people because they weren't able to CTB yet or because they are doubting. If it was easy, the humanity would have gone extinct long ago.

 

[itriedinthislife2]

That's not how it works. Even if you want to do it, you still need to prepare to make sure it works. And even if you are completely prepared, you still have emotions that stop us, like fear of death and fear of the pain and the consequences if it doesn't work.

A gun, assuming you can get one, makes it easier. It's likely to go well and it's easy, quick and painless to do. Even if it goes wrong, the injuries would kill you (and maybe the shock would make you unconscious, which is always a relief). You can still survive, but it's really unlikely, as you said.

There's no need to mock or judge other people because they weren't able to CTB yet or because they are doubting. If it was easy, the humanity would have gone extinct long ago.

I 100% agree. so suicide of any form (cbt method) comes from when the person is at there final stage and fed up but i definitely agree a gun makes it easier because well i dont need to explain that but absolutely valid points

 

[kittyunicorn808]

not living with my family and being at risk of being caught at anytime i could try to cbt. I think the fear of getting caught is so big that it makes me so nervous while trying to attempt. i just want to try to cbt on my own without ever being found it would make me feel so much better :( thats all i need

 

[2messdup]

My head being less confused. Right now I don't trust my own decisions, even the small ones, because of my mental health problems, and ctb is a big decision.
Right now i get as far as often taking combinations of tablets to knock myself out but not knowing if they're safe and not caring if they're not. So each time I might ctb but I'm not having to make the decision or fight any SI.

 

[NitrogenAfternoon]

Just obtaining the supplies, it's so difficult getting the ones necessary for a peaceful solution, and making sure you aren't being scammed for it. Or some company… I think having a partner during that experience would really help me out a lot.

 

[GoPeacefully]

I want a method that's peaceful and painless. I also don't want to be found. I'm leaning towards an over dose or poisoning in the woods. I'm going to try and bury myself too. I'm going to dig a hole and once inside I'll use a small makeshift hatch that's covered in dirt and foliage to cover the hole. I'm worried I might be found by a bloodhound searching for me body though.

 

[ma0]

Eradication of SI and just more willpower.

 

[areyousafe??]

Benzos to reduce my SI

 

[WatchmeBurn]

No loved ones to feel guilty about.

Good assisted dying laws that allow a dignified and peaceful end to those enduring incurable and unbearable suffering.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

A superior method and the optimal site to execute it.

 

[Kanashii]

For me it would only happen if I had a painless and guaranteed method and if I had no one left around me that cared anymore.

If it did go wrong and there were people that still cared it would be how they would perceive me for the rest of time. That's another reason why I would want a painless method if I did still have people around me and couldn't change anything about that.

I'd want a painless method as I wouldn't want any more torture. The whole reason I want to CTB is because I want to be rid of pain and suffering, so I wouldn't want to be in pain as I'm doing what I'm trying so hard to end.

Whether those ways will come and my ideal circumstances I'd want would ever go my way, only time will tell. At the moment all I can say is, I'm feeling okay.

 

[Forveleth]

Knowing my method well, both in how to perform it and how it will kill me. Being very familiar with death and dying. Knowing that death with bring relief.

 

[*Winter-Volume*]

If my parents were passed on, it would be easier to ctb. They would be devastated. They are in their 80s now; my father is ill and mother is just old. I don't want to hurt anyone.

 

[nomoredolor]

I fantasize about dying legally so I can properly say goodbye to all my loved ones and tell them how I much I love and appreciate them. Could even have a little goodbye party. And they could say their piece (although dealing with their emotions and pleas would be difficult.) but since this is fantasy let's say that they all support me and just don't want me to hurt anymore. I could even die being held. I wish I could've died with my best friend like we planned holding each other.

I will have to settle for looking at his picture and thinking about him. I've accepted that I have to die alone. Right now it's all about timing. Trying to stay until the fall but I don't know if I can. And the way things are escalating into a fascist oligarchy regime in the USA I may not be able to. I'm so thankful I have my SN for when I need it, so thankful. Makes things less scary. Although I'm still scared for the people in this country and my loved ones. Sorry for the bunny trail.

Wishing you peace.

Anna

 

[iwantpeacenopain]

If I could get my hands on a big canister of nitrogen. Here in the UK it's almost impossible (for me). I don't have a truck to transport it and regulations means I can't just lie it in the footwell in back of my car. I can't have it delivered either as they want a business address and couldn't explain such a delivery to those I live with.

If none of these things were issues I'd be long gone by now.

I'm so jealous of people who lived in the 50s and 60s when N was as common as air. They didn't know what they had.

What about the Nitrogen from Adam's gas? Apparently it's 99% pure

 

[Gustav Hartmann]

A person who is killing me and no chance to stop this person

 

[Kyotospade]

A partner

 

[JesiBel]

I would just need a couple of hours alone, and be mentally prepared to say goodbye to my family (the hardest part, that's why I'm still here, I can't handle the guilt and anxiety that just thinking about it generates in me)

Life is already painful, suffering a few seconds to reach death doesn't bother me. After all, I hate myself, so it's okay.

 

[AuroraB]

Medically assisted eutanasia. I wish.

 

[Pentobarbital_Plz]

A kill pill which they give to cancer patients but not to people with other forms of illness like depression. They don't respect autonomy so they don't offer it to all consenting adults as should be the case. I watched a woman on YouTube with pancreatic cancer take it - they recommend taking it with ice cream because it's so toxic it burns your mouth and throat. Within 5 minutes she was asleep then gone. No pain, just a peaceful exit. I can only dream...

What is this you speak of?

 

[Goth_tt_B]

Knowing what's after. Before I wanted to die so bad because I thought you will just cease to exist once your heart stops. No soul going somewhere, no afterlife, just nothingness. But now after I lost my partner, I am scared that it's not just nothingness. I'm scared to die because what if there is an afterlife and I'm not with him? I hate the thought being in the same "place" as him and still not having access to him and suffering more

 

[thefaunasystem]

It would be a lot easier to kill myself if the council didn't just put anti-suicide barriers on my location of choice. It was the one place I knew for certain would work, a multistorey car park in my city, with a lot of previous. Back to the drawing board then

 

[hybridtheory]

If multiple people told me that suicide is my only option and that I'm right to believe it is the best solution to end the constant pain in my head. I tend to allow other's opinions sway me into making my decisions. But no one I know would ever tell me any of that, they want me to live because as they say ~suicide is a permanent decision to a temporary problem~

 

[heavysoul]

Well the main reason I'm trying to commit myself to recovery and can't bring myself to suicide is because of my family— I wouldn't want to traumatize them, and I think me ctb would initiate a cycle of others in my life thinking about suicide and maybe even attempting and I just don't want to bring that much extra burden and pain upon everyone.

 

[Aprilfarewell4]

knowing I will be reborn. knowing exactly what is going happen after full physical death.

 

[persepexa]

If I could make it so my family wouldn't be sad :(