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yuri77

yuri77

Misanthrope
Mar 21, 2026
14
This might be a weird question maybe but I do not want to die quickly or in a painless way and I also do not want to make a mess so I don't think I would burn myself alive. Please tell me what method would be the slowest and most painful... I've been thinking about killing myself like that for a long time so I won't change my mind.
 
sourcherry

sourcherry

Member
Mar 3, 2026
35
slowest and most painful?????
trust your animal brain won't be letting you do any of that

you might as well go to ukraine and join the war then
 
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hurb

I care too much to give a f*ck
Jan 22, 2026
347
Drowning is painful , u are basically swallowing water into ur wind pipe.
If u ever drank water so fast and had some water enter ur wind pipe by mistake , u would know how painful it is.
 
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yuri77

Misanthrope
Mar 21, 2026
14
slowest and most painful?????
trust your animal brain won't be letting you do any of that

you might as well go to ukraine and join the war then
I tried to join the military because I was stupid but they didn't let me because of the scars on my arm.
Also why wouldn't my brain let me do that lol there are people who burn themselves alive so it'll be fine. ^_^
Drowning is painful , u are basically swallowing water into ur wind pipe.
If u ever drank water so fast and had some water enter ur wind pipe by mistake , u would know how painful it is.
Thank you for the reply. I might go with drowning or cutting but I am still not sure.
 
iveseenfootage

iveseenfootage

it’s almost dry
Nov 30, 2025
82
if you don't mind me asking…. Why?
 
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sourcherry

sourcherry

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Mar 3, 2026
35
I tried to join the military because I was stupid but they didn't let me because of the scars on my arm.
Also why wouldn't my brain let me do that lol there are people who burn themselves alive so it'll be fine. ^_^
that was mostly a joke but you can still join the military if you pass psych eval and get a self-harm waiver.
burning is like the worst way to go it takes a lot of willpower/severe mental illness. a lot of people in this forum aren't looking to go in painful/scary ways.

you could always look at the pinned posts on the top and read all the non-methods and see if any of those appeal to you.
 
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the_world_is_on_fir

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Jan 28, 2026
58
I feel the need to punish myself before I die. I guess I hate myself too much idk.
Well I think if u manage to cut your veins or arteries is pretty painful and if u do it well u can die but u need to have the guts to do it is not easy
 
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yuri77

Misanthrope
Mar 21, 2026
14
that was mostly a joke but you can still join the military if you pass psych eval and get a self-harm waiver.
burning is like the worst way to go it takes a lot of willpower/severe mental illness. a lot of people in this forum aren't looking to go in painful/scary ways.

you could always look at the pinned posts on the top and read all the non-methods and see if any of those appeal to you.
Alright!! Thank you for the advice. I can't join the military anymore tho because I am too old for it. I know my question is unusual but it is serious for me and I hope I don't come off as too weird, I have my reasons for it to be like that.
Well I think if u manage to cut your veins or arteries is pretty painful and if u do it well u can die but u need to have the guts to do it is not easy
I got close to cutting my veins before and i'm sure I can manage to do that if I try hard enough. Ty for the advice :)
 
sourcherry

sourcherry

Member
Mar 3, 2026
35
Alright!! Thank you for the advice. I can't join the military anymore tho because I am too old for it. I know my question is unusual but it is serious for me and I hope I don't come off as too weird, I have my reasons for it to be like that.
im sure you can still join as long as you arent 45+
idk every now and then there's someone who posts something similar in the same context and it always doesn't seem like a good idea.
its your choice at the end of the day regardless.

just make sure what youre getting into. like go to watchpeopledie.com and see if you can stomach seeing yourself in those situations and think it through.
 
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hurb

I care too much to give a f*ck
Jan 22, 2026
347
I got close to cutting my veins before and i'm sure I can manage to do that if I try hard enough. Ty for the advice :)
pretty sure it has to be vertical, i have seen some messed up videos of mfs doing full horizontal then add vertical ones.
All im gonna say , is i struggled to sleep that night
 
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yuri77

Misanthrope
Mar 21, 2026
14
Burning to death probably
Can't do that bc it would alert too many people...
im sure you can still join as long as you arent 45+
idk every now and then there's someone who posts something similar in the same context and it always doesn't seem like a good idea.
its your choice at the end of the day regardless.

just make sure what youre getting into. like go to watchpeopledie.com and see if you can stomach seeing yourself in those situations and think it through.
I tried to join it while taking uni entrance exam i'm not from USA so I really don't know how it works in other countries LOL
I've been watching gore since I was like 11 I think (not trying to sound edgy, it probably traumatized me.) I am desensitized to it by now.
pretty sure it has to be vertical, i have seen some messed up videos of mfs doing full horizontal then add vertical ones.
All im gonna say , is i struggled to sleep that night
I think I know which video you're talking about. I would probably do something like that too.
 
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hurb

hurb

I care too much to give a f*ck
Jan 22, 2026
347
I think I know which video you're talking about. I would probably do something like that too.
U must have some japanese blood in ur veins. U wouldnt flinch if the yakuza cut ur finger or if u had to commit seppuku.
either way I wish u find peace at the end of the tunnel.
 
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yuri77

Misanthrope
Mar 21, 2026
14
U must have some japanese blood in ur veins. U wouldnt flinch if the yakuza cut ur finger or if u had to commit seppuku.
either way I wish u find peace at the end of the tunnel.
This made me laugh bro ngl I am from west asia idk if that counts. I would totally commit seppuku if I was japanese tho also thank you :)
 
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DoomedDarkCircles

DoomedDarkCircles

Member
Feb 23, 2024
45
Burning to death or cutting wrists would be one of the most painful methods. Basically torture. Seriously, don't do that to yourself.

By the way, cute Akechi pfp!
 
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yuri77

Misanthrope
Mar 21, 2026
14
Burning to death or cutting wrists would be one of the most painful methods. Basically torture. Seriously, don't do that to yourself.

By the way, cute Akechi pfp!
I think I will go with the wrist cutting since I'm already used to doing it.

Ty LOL I didn't think anyone would notice. He's literally me fr!
 
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Intoxicated

MIA Man
Nov 16, 2023
1,158
Drowning is painful , u are basically swallowing water into ur wind pipe.
If u ever drank water so fast and had some water enter ur wind pipe by mistake , u would know how painful it is.
I coughed water many times. It was unpleasant, but I can't recall any real pain from it. On the scale of discomfort, nausea followed by retching and/or vomiting was worse. There are vids of Asian guys who swallowed presumably too much SN and puked a lot in front of camera afterwards. An experience of drowning seems easy in comparison to what they went through.
 
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yuri77

Misanthrope
Mar 21, 2026
14
I coughed water many times. It was unpleasant, but I can't recall any real pain from it. On the scale of discomfort, nausea followed by retching and/or vomiting was worse. There are vids of Asian guys who swallowed presumably too much SN and puked a lot in front of camera afterwards. An experience of drowning seems easy in comparison to what they went through.
Where can I find those vids ?
 

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