justanotherstar
Life: you can’t fire me, I quit.
- Nov 23, 2020
- 345
Thank you! You to me inbox is always openMusic does sound like a lot!! I will miss it so much too. I'm here if you ever want to chat!
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albino_elk
im infj with bpd=dysfunctional trash
- Aug 25, 2020
- 233
Adamsnolife
Specialist
- May 5, 2020
- 395
I'll miss watching the football. It's one of those things that takes my mind off things. I'll cope with missing it well it's only 22 people that are mainly overpaid kicking a ball over 90 minutes
I will miss my children. I cope by having to believe they will stick together, both succeed in life, have loving relationships and achieve more than I ever did. Doesn't stop the guilt though...
My grandbabies. I just hope they have happy memories of me.
whenlavaflows
Member
- Sep 21, 2020
- 86
I will miss my ex boyfriend more than anything. I miss him so much every day and he wants nothing to do with me.
I'll miss my parents next. It's absolutely agonizing that I have to destroy them like this.
I'll miss my cat. We're not super bonded but I still love her.
Mostly, I'll miss the life that I thought I'd have at 25. I grieve the woman I was supposed to be.
I'll miss my parents next. It's absolutely agonizing that I have to destroy them like this.
I'll miss my cat. We're not super bonded but I still love her.
Mostly, I'll miss the life that I thought I'd have at 25. I grieve the woman I was supposed to be.
i will miss the feeling of my warm bed where i spend most of my days and nights
virginiawoolf86
Specialist
- Jul 4, 2020
- 316
I know the feeling OP. I'm mourning my life as I still breathe even though my brain died a long time ago. I'm trying to soak in all the last moments I know I'm having. All the things I'm seeing and doing for the last time. Trying to be around the people I love and who love me. It's hard to pinpoint all the things I would miss; there's so much. And I hope that in the afterlife I won't have to worry about those things. Or maybe I'll actually get to feel those joys again and be at peace.
I'm sorry you're feeling the way you are because even thinking about this can be difficult. I hope that you can come to peace with what you feel you're "leaving behind". Know that you're cared for here.
I'm sorry you're feeling the way you are because even thinking about this can be difficult. I hope that you can come to peace with what you feel you're "leaving behind". Know that you're cared for here.
"I'll miss the life that I thought I'd have at 25. I'll grieve the woman I was supposed to be." Oof.
manwewaslonely
shrug
- Jun 13, 2019
- 31
I'll miss music and basically my only close friend. That's pretty much it.
awfullife
Arcanist
- Nov 16, 2019
- 435
Deleted member 22624
One foot in the grave
- Oct 7, 2020
- 1,085
I'd miss my partner terribly. If there's an afterlife I hope I see her there. I just wish the universe could be kind
PrincessInWhite
I just want to sell out my funeral
- Feb 21, 2019
- 641
"I just wish the universe could be kind" god this hit me
this is so lovely for you to say, and your reply about trying to enjoy the things you know you're doing for the last time got me right where it hurts <3 I wish peace for you so much. i hope you can find it here somehow. you'd be a terrible soul to lose
Concerts, my remaining pets, my job, what my relationship was a few years ago before I got diagnosed with a chronic disease that caused him to Stop loving me.
Lotus
Experienced
- Dec 17, 2019
- 235
It's not that I don't care about your entire answer, because I do, but this one hit home hard. Thanks for putting it into words. I can relate so much to this.
NightmareTour
Specialist
- May 13, 2020
- 398
I think I've been getting into the acceptance stage recently. I know things aren't getting better, and I guess I'm just processing the end of my life.
One thing I wish I'd get to experience again before the end is some kind of depth of feeling. I know I used to feel emotions very deeply, and I've been revisiting some of the things that had a strong impact on me emotionally in the past. I wish I could feel those things again like the first time around, but all I get are little fragments of what I think it must have felt like.
I wish I could see my dad one last time, but with all of this going on, travel isn't really possible, and I don't think that's going to happen.
Other than that, I don't think I'll miss or regret anything. Maybe it's because I don't really have the ability to care deeply about anything now, but I think I'm at peace with everything else. Of course I made mistakes. A lot of them. And I do wonder what would have happened if things had been different and I'd made different choices. But I did my best given the situation, and that's all I could do.
One thing I wish I'd get to experience again before the end is some kind of depth of feeling. I know I used to feel emotions very deeply, and I've been revisiting some of the things that had a strong impact on me emotionally in the past. I wish I could feel those things again like the first time around, but all I get are little fragments of what I think it must have felt like.
I wish I could see my dad one last time, but with all of this going on, travel isn't really possible, and I don't think that's going to happen.
Other than that, I don't think I'll miss or regret anything. Maybe it's because I don't really have the ability to care deeply about anything now, but I think I'm at peace with everything else. Of course I made mistakes. A lot of them. And I do wonder what would have happened if things had been different and I'd made different choices. But I did my best given the situation, and that's all I could do.
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Starseedchip
Born to Die
- Oct 13, 2019
- 65
My cat, food, sleep, my cousin, and best friend. I'm willing to give up a few pleasures for eternal peace.
yive
life is evil
- Nov 6, 2020
- 695
I will miss a few people but not many, I will miss certain food items and exercise.
symphonyofthenight
Member
- Dec 17, 2020
- 35
I will miss my cat. He cuddles me every day. He greets me when I come home. Other than that - I have already lost the one person that I'd really miss. I can't wait to see him again.
The capatalist society thing. I hate it so much. Not everyone thrives in it!
Meow. I am sorry about your lost loved one. I never have felt what it is like to lose a romantic partner to death.
I've been decently successful at it but the main thing i don't like about it is you are given no opt out. The federal government sits on so much land at least in the US and many other countries (canada) and there is nowhere that you can go to just live self sufficiently and be left alone without paying into the government schemes. OF course this would never be a realistic proposition in overcrowded countries like china, india etc. but in the US it could happen, plenty of land to support homesteaders
torimandy
Fear is the mind killer
- Aug 3, 2020
- 146
I will miss the shear joy of being myself. Unfortunately being myself is what makes it so I am utterly alone and always will be and what causes the ideation.
I would give my right leg to be allowed to work again. So many people hate and fear me just because I am me that even when I get a job, I get sabotaged by either customers or co workers now.
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PrincessInWhite
I just want to sell out my funeral
- Feb 21, 2019
- 641
Glad to know others feel the same. It's probably the single largest factor in my choosing to ctb tbh
throughtheglass
oof
- Nov 28, 2020
- 33
I'll miss my dogs and grieve the future I couldn't have.
PrincessInWhite
I just want to sell out my funeral
- Feb 21, 2019
- 641
I feel this immensely. I think that's what I'm doing, grieving the future I can't have. I want a meaningful future with those creature comforts of life I'll miss so much, but I know logically a life of just those comforts isn't enough to make up for the pain of no substance or ability to support myself etc.
I'll miss what my life could've been, which is not much.
But like most tangible objects both transient and ethereal, if there is an afterlife or reincarnation, things can be rebuilt, if not, just dust to the wind.
But like most tangible objects both transient and ethereal, if there is an afterlife or reincarnation, things can be rebuilt, if not, just dust to the wind.
Nothing.
Having children ruined my mental health. If I'd not had them I doubt I'd be in this position. I just want to be left alone for five minutes instead of constantly and relentlessly demanded of. Because of the pandemic I've not had any time to myself since March. As an introvert it's tipped me over the edge.
I'm holding out for Christmas, although I wish I hadn't now. My heart is racing all the time and I feel like a cornered animal.
I can't wait to get some peace.
Having children ruined my mental health. If I'd not had them I doubt I'd be in this position. I just want to be left alone for five minutes instead of constantly and relentlessly demanded of. Because of the pandemic I've not had any time to myself since March. As an introvert it's tipped me over the edge.
I'm holding out for Christmas, although I wish I hadn't now. My heart is racing all the time and I feel like a cornered animal.
I can't wait to get some peace.
