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walliwalli

walliwalli

end of the road
Feb 14, 2026
112
generic ocean sounds, because that's what i use to fall asleep sometimes.
 
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starstruckstarlight

Member
Feb 12, 2026
15
I have a playlist. Just in general songs that mean a lot to me. Some of these songs include Adam's Song by Blink-182, Lift by Radiohead, Ramblings of a Lunatic by Bear in Trees... Etc.
 
knowledgeseeking

knowledgeseeking

Student
Apr 5, 2025
158
I still just can't get over how many other people obsess over this like I do. For years, I was led to believe I was just "being obnoxious".

Hey I love your photo. Is that your chosen method? Helium or Nitrogen? If it isn't too much to ask, what is your set up?
The photo is kinda misleading. When I first joined that was my method. I got the tank, mask and everything to make it successful but when I did a test I didn't like it. Since then I had a couple failed OD attempts and have now settled on SN.
 
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TheTwelthRootOfTwo

Uccidimi, Addesso!
Mar 16, 2026
99
The photo is kinda misleading. When I first joined that was my method. I got the tank, mask and everything to make it successful but when I did a test I didn't like it. Since then I had a couple failed OD attempts and have now settled on SN.
SN is definitely in my arsenal of method ideas. I have a bottle that I keep with me at all times, "Just in case". Because, if my ambivalence shifts to near zero, I want that darned thing with me! Ideally, I would love to do nitrogen. But I'm too afraid of not setting it up properly.
 
northerner

northerner

Member
Feb 2, 2026
12
during my first and only attempt i was listening to this episode of an improv comedy podcast called artists on artists on artists on artists. i think i'll listen to that again the next time i try. i'd like to go out laughing, not crying :)
 
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ForeverYours

ForeverYours

Darling, what did you expect?
Feb 28, 2026
7
I plan too ctb next may and i know it's kind of corny but i want to listen to "Hold on Till May" by Pierce the veil. Specifically the part where the girl is supposed to be talking but hopefully that song because of the meaning and what not.
 
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knowledgeseeking

Student
Apr 5, 2025
158
SN is definitely in my arsenal of method ideas. I have a bottle that I keep with me at all times, "Just in case". Because, if my ambivalence shifts to near zero, I want that darned thing with me! Ideally, I would love to do nitrogen. But I'm too afraid of not setting it up properly.
I get all that. Nitrogen seemed like the best plan but the mask made me panic and there was feeling in face I couldn't tolerate. I spend a lot of time and money on it. Not the easiest setup,
 
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