how do you create comfort/peace in the last moments?

[00ps]

How do you go about making suicide comfortable? I don't even know if this makes sense but I don't want my last moment to be in distress and anxiety and I want to feel comforted and comfortable. Is that even possible? The method I want to do is a partial hanging (maybe shooting once I can buy one) but it seems difficult to be comfortable.

I have so much anxiety about both the feeling of dying but also what happens after. What if I fail? Who's going to find my body? What happens to the people around me who do care? etc etc
there's so much anxiety that surrounds this and I don't know how to tackle it, but I think if I could at least guarantee my last moments would be comfortable I'd be way more willing to ignore other stuff and just do it.

 

[kittygolem]

Ensure you tie up all loose-ends in your life, and in your day. Make sure you say what you wanted to say to everyone, or at very least write a note saying what you want to say. Ensure you've done you research regarding your method to maximize lethality and comfort. Depending on the method, I'd recommend laying in your bed for your final moments, maybe holding a special stuffed animal of yours.

That's at very least my list of things I'm keeping in mind. These sorts of things can never truly be 100% comfortable, I'm afraid. We do the best we can, and you're doing great by asking. Best of luck <3

 

[00ps]

Ensure you tie up all loose-ends in your life, and in your day. Make sure you say what you wanted to say to everyone, or at very least write a note saying what you want to say. Ensure you've done you research regarding your method to maximize lethality and comfort. Depending on the method, I'd recommend laying in your bed for your final moments, maybe holding a special stuffed animal of yours.

That's at very least my list of things I'm keeping in mind. These sorts of things can never truly be 100% comfortable, I'm afraid. We do the best we can, and you're doing great by asking. Best of luck <3

thank you so much for your kind words and suggestions. I will definitely try and do what you suggested when I eventually CTB/trial run it. bummed that there's no 100% comfortability but I guess that's the reality of it
Thank you a ton :-)