What will have to happen for you to stop wanting to CTB?

[Musiclover338]

a new brain or something that could regenerate the damage i've done with drugs and alcohol but its not possible currently science just isn't there

i feel hopeless

 

[PlannedforPeru]

Are we talking about the absolute bare minimum required or comfortably thrust into the not wanted to CTB territory?

 

[LunarLight]

My brain functioning normally. It's much better now with my new meds and heroin, so CTB is postponed until I have no more money for heroin.

 

[Romanticize]

nothing, i could have won 100$ million, have a gf/wife/kids and will still want to CTB

 

[PI3.14]

Not the minimum per se

Are we talking about the absolute bare minimum required or comfortably thrust into the not wanted to CTB territory?

Not the minimum per se but the level that you if placed on you will never ever contemplate CTBing.

 

[PlannedforPeru]

Not the minimum per se

Not the minimum per se but the level that you if placed on you will never ever contemplate CTBing.

Oh then in that case I share the same sentiment as some others here, I'd have to be rebuilt from the ground up.

Comfortably deep in not really idealizing isn't really attainable considering my perspective on living. But if I sought an obligation to continue then I'd probably go with the idea floating around in other threads. Being paid salary to live another year, having a lifetime deal of that would be most if not all the work until my mother would pass.

 

[Stripe19]

Get the kind of body i can feel comfortable with, have social awareness to perfectly understand someone's intentions, atleast okay terms with people who i am not in contact with currently, a nurtured relationship where the love is mutual and strong, and a full stop of any more crushing emotional pain and mental issues. As far as i can tell ironically i think only the first is actually achievable, if i ever win the lottery and get a shit ton of money.

 

[-nobodyknows-]

Having a close friend or a relationship would help a lot

 

[Bear1234]

Good health <3