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RileyTanaka

RileyTanaka

ill / failure
Mar 20, 2020
264
I don't think I'll do anything special of note. Like others have said, try to have a nice meal, maybe watch the sunset. Ideally, I'll have my boomerang e-mails already scheduled the day before, but if not I'll get those ducks in order. Put on some nice music, and enjoy the last moments. Feel relieved it'll be over soon.
 
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niloc

niloc

Relax — This won't hurt
May 6, 2020
68
As I really don't know when the day I'll end up with the courage to complete it, I can't say for sure. I'm sure there will be some dramatic event that triggers me finally storming off into the wild to do what I've been wanting to do for weeks now. Whatever happens that day will be my last day...
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

Visionary
Nov 7, 2019
2,321
I'll do some exercise. Play or listen to some music and watch a movie. After that I'm done. No letters. No goodbye posts on social media. Just as private as possible. Shit. Life seems so short when you're about to end it. Time passes so fast.
 
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morgzfreeman2345

Member
Feb 14, 2023
28
I like the idea of having a last meal, but with SN that's probably a no go. Instead would replace it with a fun AE regimen.

If firearm used...I'd bring a bottle of Jameson.

I don't enjoy anything in this damn world anymore so would just drive my car to a secluded place and get it done. If I used SN probably would get a motel room somewhere.
 
RichardFirst

RichardFirst

Specialist
Jan 16, 2021
382
Mine would be purely practical. I would write my letters to my family, noting my bank accounts and the details of valuables. I'd give a brief "will" to outline how my possessions are to be disposed of, and then I would make ready to go.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,380
All that would be important to me is making sure that the method succeeds and that I'm finally free from this hellish world. Everything else is insignificant to me if I'm soon to be gone.
 
boxtobs

boxtobs

unfortunate geometry (Toby)
Jan 23, 2023
26
Last days are always something I enjoy to be honest. It's comforting to have a set end (or at least believe there is one, my track record's.... spotty. Evidently). Personally I try and shoot for a day where my workday won't be as long, make sure my sheets are soft and I sleep as well as I can before, pick out music. The little things.
I also tend to fast for a few days before attempts just so there's less of mess corpse-wise for someone to clean up, and! I don't have to worry about cooking or last meals or anything. I've also got plenty of self checks to make sure it's something I want to go through with because I can't afford to hesitate and get caught again by neighbors and housemates or the police.
For the most part though, I get to just sit with relief for a while if I can and then go.
 

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