What Will Be Your Final Thoughts As You CTB?

[outrider567]

Since my way out is a 'peaceful' one, Nitrogen, once I start breathing it in, there won't be a lot of time left until I pass out--But in that small time frame, there is little doubt that my final thoughts will be thinking about her.......

 

[FuneralCry]

I think that I will be hoping that I will succeed in finally leaving this world, so I can return to the state of non existence.

 

[disgugly]

probably something like "AHHHH UMMMGH SO FUCKING PAINFUL AAHH FUCK I CAN'T BREATH AAHHH WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING AUGH AM I REALLY GONNA DIE AAAAHHHH WHEN THE FUCK WILL I ALREADY LOSE MY FUCKING CONSCIOUSNESS WHY IT TAKES SO LONG DAMN IT"

 

[Huntfish34]

Probably something along the lines of........ " Ohh, Fuck.... God Help me "

 

[LunaXCBN]

VALHALLA

 

[leeloosnow]

If thou didst ever hold me in thy heart
Absent thee from felicity awhile,
And in this harsh world draw thy breath in pain,
To tell my story. . .

 

[Source Energy]

Him. The one that was my life.

 

[SexyIncél]

If alone, then I'll be staring at pictures and art of people I care about. Maybe video on loop. And probably control the sounds going to my ear

If with a partner, that's more complicated

My nervous system won't be completely destroyed all at once. So there will be all sorts of thoughts, even after brain destruction

I will probably be sad that I didn't accomplish what I could have, in societies that feel like running in waist-deep water. But I don't know. Maybe I'll be happy and proud for what I did, and the caliber of friends and enemies. Maybe somewhere in the middle, or something else

 

[hellispink]

I will probably be scared thinking what will happen because of the survival instinct that is meant to occur while I am leaving this world. It is a natural process I do not think I will be able to think about anything else. If anything, I would be sad of the life that I lived.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I think I'll be trying to stop myself panicking mainly. I'll need to keep telling myself- this really needs to be done- no matter how bad it gets.

I'm sure I'll be thinking about my dead family members as well. I may even look at their photographs as I go.

 

[HerculePoirot]

Absolutely no idea yet. Curious to discover it. Maybe "fuck you, SI".

 

[neet]

Hoping that it will work and not wake up again.

 

[Sadgirldaisy]

Ha probably thank fucking God

 

[jay308]

Sorry to everyone. Forgiveness from everyone. Forgiveness from God. Peacefully accept my end. Sad as leaving soon , satisfied as seen so much.

 

[missingpeace]

I'll just be praying.... that it works!

 

[Faejin]

Knowing me, probably the dumbest sentence known to man and luckily only I will have to listen to whatever I conjure up in those final moments.

 

[Jisatsu_55265181910]

I would be happy, to finally be relieved of all my pain.
I'd Pray that I don't fail, and happily take the hand of the grim reaper into the darkness.
I would hope that I would never come back to this god awful plain of existence ever again.
That the void would be my only and final resting place for all of eternity.
I hope an afterlife doesn't exist... As I would only suffer more there too.
I just want to be free from this personal hell of mine.

 

[wait.what]

Hunter S. Thompson ended his suicide note with words apparently to himself: "Relax. This won't hurt." It'll probably be that.

 

[EndlessDream]

I will probably be scared thinking what will happen because of the survival instinct that is meant to occur while I am leaving this world. It is a natural process I do not think I will be able to think about anything else. If anything, I would be sad of the life that I lived.

Same. I feel like I've lucked out of a good life. I've tried many times over several decades to be positive but it's never there. I'm not really religious or spiritual but it'll be a surprise to whatever happens other than just black.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Regret …

 

[looking_for_peace]

something along the lines of "pls work pls work pls work"

 

[alivefornow]

I will probably regret it immediately, which is why I have to choose a method that doesn't allow me to go back.

 

[saddestbunny]

I keep hearing when you die your brain makes you happy as an evolutionary thing, and I'm inclined to believe that even if it makes me feel just a bit better

Hopefully like a more painful and confusing version of falling asleep quickly, then nothingness

 

[novem]

My final thoughts will be how bbeautifulmy life used to be but I did not know how to enjoy it.
And how terrible my life became and it will get only worse each day.

 

[Walpurgisnacht]

Probably the same thing as last time I tried before some random woman grabbed me and some random man princess carried me over the railing and called the cops. I don't remember much before that though, I was too high.
I think I'll probably be thinking "I'm sorry", but it's hard to tell.

My final thoughts will be how bbeautifulmy life used to be but I did not know how to enjoy it.

That's very well put.

 

[Unsure and Useless]

Probably something along the lines of:

"Oh fuck, this is really it."

"Ah well, at least I don't have to work ever again after this. Sorry, everyone, but I'm resigning from life; have a nice one."

Or maybe I'll just try to keep myself calm and SI at bay.