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SmilingNoMore

SmilingNoMore

Paragon
Nov 25, 2024
954
Sitting on my partner's lap smoking weed, making us very "clever" and silly.
 
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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotional unstable like and IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
586
Not much but when I was on vacation and my mom was actually being nice to peoples faces.

My mom being a caring person to me, I knew it would t last till I got home and everything would go back to the way it was. But even tho she was pretending it was good
 
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broken_stoic

broken_stoic

Wander till you find your place
Aug 21, 2024
138
Driving in the middle of nowhere with a group of friends late at night.
 
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L9 CHOCOIRL

L9 CHOCOIRL

L9L9L9L9
Nov 3, 2023
238
I reckon my happiest moment in my life right was when I first put a piece of donner meat in my mouth
Shit was absolutely glorious boss I'm not gonna lie with you
 
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Preh1storic_Rib

Preh1storic_Rib

How do I return this joy?
Aug 22, 2024
52
I went to a really small local middle school so there were maybe three groups of students who all hung out together, the group I was in always hung out on this fake grass infront of the teachers lounge.
The black rubber underneath it would gather heat and at lunch we'd normally all lay on it and eachother in a giant pile like a bunch of sleepy cats. I felt truly happy and safe in their company.
 
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Britney Spears

Britney Spears

toxic
Jan 4, 2025
483
When I was as fit 🐍
IMG 3193
 
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no-hope-no-future

no-hope-no-future

Member
Apr 21, 2025
42
Being out on the golf course hitting fair way finders with the driver.
 
L9my

L9my

they are dead, for they have no dreams
Nov 22, 2024
979
Spending time with my friends cat

Drinking with a friend
 
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CatLvr

Enlightened
Aug 1, 2024
1,345
The birth of each of my children. There is nothing as joyous as having (and raising) a child.

Is it hard work? Of course.
Do I feel like I was a horrible mom? Of course. Hindsight is ALWAYS better.
Would I have missed if if I could have? Absolutely not. My kids bring out the best in me.
 
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badkarma4618

badkarma4618

Marika the Eternal
May 13, 2025
112
when i was very young my mom would dump me at my nanas house for weeks at a time my nana would always let me stay up all night playing a game i loved called fantage on her laptop now anytime i see that game mentioned it brings me back to those happy times and i get a little teary eyed
 
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ApparentlyNot

ApparentlyNot

Student
Jul 8, 2023
172
Meeting and falling in love with my husband.

Going camping with my dad as a kid.

Playing video games with my brothers and sister as a kid. All of us playing super smash brothers and laughing and fighting.
 
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DaisiesRegrets

DaisiesRegrets

Ideal and the Real
May 16, 2025
10
Having my first actual birthday party when I turned 19. I had "birthday parties" when I was a kid but no one I knew usually came. It was more of an excuse for my siblings and parents to have a party and invite the people they knew. Eventually I asked if I could stop having them, and I didn't celebrate the date of my birth past the 3rd grade. It was always sad on my b-day, but I was ok with it. It felt worse when I was having "parties". But when I turned 18, I found myself in a relationship at the time with someone I would describe only as an angel. My birthday was coming up, and she wanted to throw something for me at her apartment. I was a bit hesitant, I didn't want her to get disappointed planning for something which no one would probably come for. I didn't stop her though, seeing someone plan something for me with only my happiness in mind truly melted my heart. I was of course still worried that she'd suffer from disappointment, the same disappointment I felt as a kid, but on the day of my party, people actually came. My friends actually came over, even the ones who said they'd be busy. We ate pizza, played smash and other games on our switches, and watched a movie. I was happy. I wonder about the people who experience that every other day, how happy they must be. I haven't spoke to her in almost 5 years, and most of the "friends" from that day have left. Only one person who went to my birthday party that day is even still in my life. I wonder how her and my friends view that day. I wonder if she knows how much that day means to me, and how much it meant to me that someone would put even 1% of the effort to try to celebrate my b-day. I hope she doesn't regret it.
 
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