What were/are you addicted to?

[ma0]

Just porn mainly, but my god is it a vicious one. You can jack off several times with no thought, but one day you'll be so crippled by loneliness that you can't even find the joy to get into it, then sit in bed for 2 hours wishing you had genuine human connection.

Right now I'm also trying to form an addiction to gore, if that exists (self destruction and all that)

 

[Forveleth]

Alcohol. At my worst I was drinking 2-3 shots every day during the week (only after work, at least I had that going for me) and like 9 shots each day on the weekends (I think my record was 12). I would start drinking at 5am and just keep myself going until I went to bed. Unfortunately I built up such a tolerance it started doing fuck all for my mood and just made me sick instead. God knows what condition my liver is in.

Had to give it up but I think about drinking pretty much constantly and it will only be a matter of time before a find a new chemical to replace it.