what was your last straw?

[mofurina]

i have so many reasons to do it, but there's THAT one reason why i MUST do it sooner rather then later.

 

[Eva is sick]

i have so many reasons to do it, but there's THAT one reason why i MUST do it sooner rather then later.

My last straw would probably be losing my job i wouldn't have the strenght to try more ngl

 

[Oiled Sandwich]

My last mental breakdown at my last job. Wasn't like other people, but was such a good liar, everyone liked me. Said and heard many things I regret saying and hearing, but I had to do what I had to do to blend in. Having my mask on for so long made me want to rip my face off. Had an epiphany about how all work eventually makes me go insane.

 

[angelhopes]

Losing my job and now im slowly losing my close friends too

 

[Adaephon]

Another mental breakdown when I still didn't recover from the last one and yet again got disappointed and hurt by someone else for the last time, someone I put lots of trust and emotions into them.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's not like that for me rather for me ceasing to exist is the positive solution to find peace from all future suffering in this existence so torturous and dreadful that never should had been imposed where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to suffer in this existence truly is the most terrible, torturous abomination to me.

I just wish I never existed more than anything, I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to exist and I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all, simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again, all I want is to be permanently free from this terrible, torturous existence, I find it horrific how a human can suffer for so long in this existence just to face the terrible extreme agony of old age.

 

[Sammyweevil]

I don't even know really.
I've always really wanted it, even when I was like 11, before my mom died or anything.
I just always wanted to die lol

 

[youremy]

Realizing that I've gone full circle and that I no longer have options.

I've always been too slow and disorganized for work. I am extremely anxious and ashamed of who I am. I don't want to be a part of this world anymore.