What to do?

[Spaztism]

Kind of worse off than I was when I got hospitalized. Can't really eat atm and night night method isn't working too well. My family is suspicious of me because of how low I am but at this point I just want some peace. I know it's not the best and most peaceful method but there's a train station near my house that fast trains go through and it sadly feels that's my only option. ( I know the impact it has on the driver and people who are at the station but the desperation I feel is kind of bluring this out) I'm not sure what to do

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm sorry you have to go through this. May I ask why you're so desperate and you have to consider the train method? There are other methods, too.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the peace you search for, it's so cruel to me how people are denied the options of more peaceful, reliable ways to die. But anyway best wishes.

 

[Spaztism]

I'm sorry you have to go through this. May I ask why you're so desperate and you have to consider the train method? There are other methods, too.

I've been suffering an awfully long time mentally and I've tried an awful lot of things to sort myself out. I'm on the autistic spectrum and life has been nothing but absolute hell. I can't get sn because I live with fam and being in uk doesn't help with trying to find a source. Partial has crossed my mind but don't have anything to hold up on. Train just seems like the best in this current situation sadly. I know si can be a struggle but at this point I feel fully committed to cbt. I'll probably visit the station a few hours from now.