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rosesdying666

rosesdying666

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Sep 5, 2026
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What are some CTB methods for people who live in the city? Taking into account bridges , buildings, and train stations, etc, how do you find locations near you?
Or how to make sure it's foolproof?

I was thinking of CTB thru train but that's survivable, and theirs a lot of tall buildings around me, that i just don't know how to get to the top off.

Any help appreciated . <3
 
Jonah Byrde

Jonah Byrde

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Sep 4, 2026
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I'm think I'm gonna go with hanging personally but i would go for a gun if i had one.
 
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doggo2355

doggo2355

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Nov 21, 2025
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I was thinking of CTB thru train but that's survivable, and theirs a lot of tall buildings around me, that i just don't know how to get to the top off.

I'm really sorry you are feeling like this :/
I think both methods carry a higher risk than you might think of not immediately dying. I've heard and seen some bad stories of people surviving getting hit by trains, falling multiple stories and so on. To me it seems like you most likely either a) die after some time but only after experiencing a lot of pain or b) you might end up surviving with grievous injuries. I saw a patient once who had to get both of their legs amputated (they didn't try to kill themselves, just got hit full on by a train in an accident) but survived. So, ya know...

Also, that's a pretty traumatizing method for those around you, I feel like it's super shitty towards others.
 
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