What to do to pass the time until the day I CTB?

[Afterglow]

I have 19 days left but it feels like too long. What do yall do to pass the time?

 

[Fresh Soju]

Can you travel anywhere? Do things you were always afraid to do? Have some delicious foods perhaps? Spend money on stupid things you always wanted to get but never did because it'd be wasteful spending?

Some things I'd likely do at least, especially the travel part. Something I keep thinking about a lot rn.

 

[Fraggle77]

Travel. Watch tv shows. Eat the delicious food.

 

[theolivanderroach]

Re-watching movies/shows, lots of sleeping, and going on walks is pretty much all I do now

 

[Solaris1234]

I've been eating a lot bc who cares if I get fat. Trying to clean. Watching alot of tv, all the old favorites and some new ones. Mostly being too depressed to do anything and not having any money. If money were not an option I'd go to Vegas. Went there as a teen and loved the desert. I would stay at the circus circus. Or id go to NOLA which is where my ex did it. Feel closer to him.

 

[DarknessWave]

Travel, watch movies/tv shows, go on walks maybe.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, the days of suffering in this existence also feel long to me as well, I personally just see existing as waiting to die, it's all just so futile and torturous to me, I'd never wish for any of this, more than anything I wish I was never burdened with this existence. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.

 

[twilightSparriw]

I have 19 days left but it feels like too long. What do yall do to pass the time?

I bought a fancy youthdream secondhand BMW so i can drive around on my leather seats enjoying my own loud music… sometimes i get so carried away i forget to overthink my so wanted CTB!

 

[ventingfrustrations]

It has been hard to exist for me a lot of the things that made me happy are no longer working