Help What to do before I CTB? 4 weeks ETA

[itsallogrenow]

So I should hopefully be CTB using the SN method in around 4 weeks.

My SN has already arrived, just waiting for my metoclopramide and propranolol to arrive from abroad which is why I'm estimating 4 weeks as a worst case scenario.

However, I just want to make sure I do everything I need to do within these 4 weeks, if anyone has any ideas of what I could be missing please let me know.

I already have:

1. Clean my room and throwaway anything I don't want to be found after I die
2. Wipe my laptop/computer/phone of traces of SaSu/DSL/IHP etc
3. Withdraw all my money and transfer it to my mum
4. Go to work to keep my cover up so it doesn't look suspicious

And thats it... my life is that pathetic I only have 4 things to do

 

[Uncounted1846]

Do you have any items on a bucket list? I know before I go there are a few last meals I'll have to have. And I'd like to take one last country drive while it's warm and sunny.

 

[persepexa]

So I should hopefully be CTB using the SN method in around 4 weeks.

My SN has already arrived, just waiting for my metoclopramide and propranolol to arrive from abroad which is why I'm estimating 4 weeks as a worst case scenario.

However, I just want to make sure I do everything I need to do within these 4 weeks, if anyone has any ideas of what I could be missing please let me know.

I already have:

1. Clean my room and throwaway anything I don't want to be found after I die
2. Wipe my laptop/computer/phone of traces of SaSu/DSL/IHP etc
3. Withdraw all my money and transfer it to my mum
4. Go to work to keep my cover up so it doesn't look suspicious

And thats it... my life is that pathetic I only have 4 things to do

If it's any consolation you have more things on your list than I have haha.

I think you should think of something you'd really like to do, or a place you'd really like to go, and just have one nice day just for yourself. :)

 

[kufajoy]

I'm planning to do it within 3 weeks. Looks like can't do anything other then suffering. Everything feels meah.

 

[black_iris]

if you have any cash you should treat yourself to your favorite food every day or as much as possible. maybe go for a walk in the sunset in a nice neighborhood and listen to some music. maybe start a journal for your final for weeks and burn it on your last day. you could see some animals in a zoo or shelter.. i feel like that its suprisingly relieving. or you could do all the embarrassing things you always thought about doing (standing on a table and yelling something stupid, etc). do anything youve always wanted to do.

i hope you find peace

 

[Cyc]

Go see people who you care about for one last time