Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
1,785
Mostly in the early am hours, midnight to 5 or 6. Thats my worst time.
 
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LiveSlowDieFast

LiveSlowDieFast

Specialist
Nov 14, 2018
338
It always kicks in the hardest at about 2pm and stays the worst up until late at night. It's somewhat better in the mornings.
 
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therhydler

therhydler

Enlightened
Dec 7, 2018
1,196
Nonstop
 
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Lil_Intro_Vert

Lil_Intro_Vert

she/they
Oct 15, 2018
195
Right before bed, that's the moment when I'm confronted with everything I've been trying to avoid all day and i'm overwhelmed with depression and suicidal urges. I usually self harm at that time too. Sometimes it hits me really bad during school and i just completely lose all my motivation to do any work
 
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NotWorthLiving

Enlightened
Dec 8, 2018
1,264
The time between when I wake up and when I fall asleep again (all day)
 
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lost illusions

lost illusions

bye
Sep 12, 2018
548
Anytime I'm not talking to someone
 
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Vegrau

Wizard
Nov 27, 2018
665
11-13:00. 18-19:00. Very specific I know.
 
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Midnight

Midnight

Beyond solace
Jun 30, 2018
624
Mornings and nights.
 
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Bread

Bread

Avoid if allergic to gluten
Dec 1, 2018
80
Waking up is torture. It is definitely the worst part of my day. If I wake up during the night that's horrible as well.
 
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Xerxes

Xerxes

Invisible
Nov 8, 2018
936
Night time, usually when I'm in bed and the wife has already fallen asleep. I stay awake a few hours just thinking, ruminating about my day, and how I fear tomorrow.
 
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okyeah

Arcanist
Jul 20, 2018
425
depressed 247 with no solution.
 
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azucaramargo

azucaramargo

Enlightened
Sep 16, 2018
1,010
Night time definitely.. Usually 2 hours before falling asleep (12-2am)

Also, when I wake up and realize my problems aren't dreams..
Yeah, morning time is so tough.
 
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Lautreamont

Member
Dec 16, 2018
17
mornings for sure
 
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stellabelle

stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
3,919
Night time definitely.. Usually 2 hours before falling asleep (12-2am)

Also, when I wake up and realize my problems aren't dreams..
About the same, usually late at night, but waking up can be extremely difficult too.
 
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Thoughtforms

Thoughtforms

Experienced
Nov 1, 2018
220
Nighttime. Another day wasted; another day older.
Wake up every hour on edge
 
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Off The Air

Off The Air

Human
Nov 1, 2018
45
Night. And the morning. And the afternoon too.
 
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Anubis901

Anubis901

Member
Dec 28, 2018
29
Evenings and nights when I'm alone. My worst thought and emotions always happen at night, especially when I wake up in the middle of the night and start thinking.
 
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Whatiwantiswhatiwas

Whatiwantiswhatiwas

A little less lonley together
Dec 4, 2018
97
I have severe insomnia so on the nights I can't sleep like this evening, It's at its worse. But honestly I literally feel depressed day and night. I could be in the gym wondering why I'm wasting my time. I could be buying food and I think oh well I should only buy for the next few days because I don't know if I can manage to end of the week.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
9,365
Night time definitely.. Usually 2 hours before falling asleep (12-2am)

Also, when I wake up and realize my problems aren't dreams..

Anytime I'm awake. ;)
Seriously though … I think mostly when I have to get out of bed for work. :(
 
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Karl

Karl

Member
Oct 14, 2018
74
afternoon
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
9,365
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
9,365
Morning. As soon as I wake up and realise I'm still in my nightmare.

My nightmare or "Lifemare" starts everyday when I wake up. :'( I don't usually remember my dreams or nightmares.
 
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Taylor

Taylor

Thankful
Dec 23, 2018
476
Morning. As soon as I wake up and realise I'm still in my nightmare.
Couldn't have said it better myself. I have that deep, blackhole, pit of despair feeling in my gut every morning when I first wake up.
 
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Stillnotsure

Stillnotsure

Experienced
Dec 18, 2018
245
At bedtime. 10pm to 2amish
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,804
all day every day this is way i need to end my life
 
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Xerxes

Xerxes

Invisible
Nov 8, 2018
936
Weekends are harsh.
 
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Trulysorry

Member
Dec 31, 2018
95
Mornings.. when reality hits
 
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ddutch

Done with life
Oct 28, 2018
396
Especially now with new years day going on.

Fuck this life
 
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Plankter

Plankter

欠陥人
Aug 14, 2018
174
First when i wake up. Then when im walking into the school building
 
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