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		oneanonymous
Wizard
- Feb 5, 2020
 
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This is the song I had on when I first attempted. I picked it because it was what I was listening to when my mom died. However, it became too painful to listen to and I had to turn it off, making the whole experience even more painful. Darkest day of my life.
If I tried again, I think after a day of listening to all my favorites, I would finally part with something super upbeat and that makes me straight up happy with no sense of sadness. "Guilty" pleasures would be good for this. Maybe something like this:
	
		
			
		
		
	
			
			If I tried again, I think after a day of listening to all my favorites, I would finally part with something super upbeat and that makes me straight up happy with no sense of sadness. "Guilty" pleasures would be good for this. Maybe something like this: