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chainsofjudecca

chainsofjudecca

Scribe
Sep 5, 2021
11
Unlikely to be during but probably right beforehand if it's not an impulse decision. Music gets really distorted when you're partly conscious and I think it's possible that would cause me to panic.

But I do have a final playlist. Any song off of Sufjan Stevens' Carrie & Lowell. Drawn to the Blood would be perfect, especially the closing instrumental.
 
jetblackwings

jetblackwings

arrowheads, arrowheads
May 1, 2024
2


favorite song from my favorite album of all time. almost died to this song once during my last real attempt in 2019. feel like if any, it has to be this one when it truly happens.
 
billie

billie

take me back to the night we met
Mar 31, 2024
623
When i do ctb i'll definitely listen to music but i'm not sure which song yet
 
crystal_meth97

crystal_meth97

Nie mam zamiaru się poddać
May 1, 2024
155
I'll most likely make a playlist for that day and it will have many Lana Del Rey songs, that I know for sure :ahhha:
 
Moonlit_Gaze

Moonlit_Gaze

Words impoverish the very meaning of our actions.
Jun 22, 2023
8
Probably something like Radiohead's Exit Music (for a film) , Shiro Sagisu's Going Home from Bleach, Matt Maltese's As the World Caves in, or maybe Jesu, Joy of Man's Desiring.

Weird preference imo.
 
Onelegman

Onelegman

I use a translator
May 24, 2024
552
I have several so I can be distracted while I manage to fall unconscious, but I would like to find some more, I have not been able to find any in this thread except for @gantaigarashi
I look for calm things, light or classical music with sweet voices in other languages.

 
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Vergil

Vergil

Member
Jun 14, 2024
7
I just found this song less than a week ago but it's already one of my favorites. I'm not sure if I can listen to this while attempting CTB but I'll try.
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
8,208
Music will be about the last thing on my mind when I'm about to ctb. I won't want any distractions that may interfere with successfully carrying out what I will be doing. That's what works for me. I understand it may not work for everyone.
 
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WorthlessMoron

WorthlessMoron

My cowardness is keeping me alive.
Sep 26, 2019
46
I would be listening to a bunch of amazarashi songs before doing it. I'm not quite sure if I'd be able to calm down and focus if I listen to music while in the midst of hanging myself. It would be too distracting.

This, in particular, would be the last song I'd ever listen to. It's my favorite amazarashi song. I've decided on this being my "last song" a long time ago and I haven't really found anything else that I liked more than this song.



Just in case that song gets taken down, it's called Bakemono (Monster).
 
JKFleck

JKFleck

Betrayed by my only friend, nothing left to lose
Oct 1, 2023
211
The giga chad song
 
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whiteboyswithars

Member
Jun 15, 2024
45
I don't wanna do this anymore OR Revenge by xxxtentacion
 

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