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FranzXavier

FranzXavier

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Apr 4, 2024
5
Grace by Jeff Buckley is possibly the perfect farewell song. Although being about death in general I think it can fit in the context of suicide as well.
 
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cals1918

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Mar 18, 2024
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I want to listen to some music before I pull the trigger. Usually my favourites are Slipknot, Trivium and similar, but the song "The Diary of Jane" sounds perfect for suicide to me. Makes me so sad to listen to it, but also relieved


the big rock candy mountain
 
po1sentree

po1sentree

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Sep 14, 2024
67

etc many im thinking about creating playlist.
 
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Wolf Girl

Wolf Girl

"This place made me feel worthless"
Jun 12, 2024
647
Smother by Daughter

 
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Priestess

Priestess

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Feb 15, 2022
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When I made my first suicide attempt, I played the Guns N roses cover of Knocking on Heavens Door, lol. when I told my friend she said "What makes you think you're going to heaven?"
 
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Beeko

Beeko

Here for a fun time not a long time
Feb 21, 2023
12
Hard question I want to say something like in the Mid West Emo genre only for the fact my BF who CTB'd a couple years ago loved Midwest Emo and it was the one thing we connected heavily on. Although with my method I'd want to do would allow me to even hear the music.
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
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dogtired

dogtired

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Jul 3, 2023
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Smother by Daughter (but realistically, just my playlist called funeral bops which has around 30 songs including that one, as well as On Melancholy Hill by Gorillaz which I want played at my funeral)
 
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-nobodyknows-

-nobodyknows-

I will face my fate.
Jun 16, 2024
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El_Jefe

El_Jefe

Jepejoe
Sep 6, 2024
136
Lana de ray - summertime sadness
 
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SomewhereAlongThe

SomewhereAlongThe

Goodbye everyone <3
May 17, 2024
466


"As they tear your hopes a part"
Smother by Daughter


Wow, I just broke down crying to this song, and I cried like I never have before.
 
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iamanavalanche

iamanavalanche

fast words, deliverance
May 20, 2024
274
 
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Cyagangy

Cyagangy

Self Immolation fr fr
Apr 27, 2024
181
I put on Dream sweet sea major by miracle musical each attempt I make.
 
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Escargot

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Jun 28, 2024
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For me, it would be the 4th movement of Mahler's 2nd Symphony:

 
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LoifisStrange

Member
Feb 19, 2023
7
Personally, I like Blink-182. My favorite song is Adam's Song. I could listen to that on repeat.
 
Cress

Cress

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Oct 15, 2023
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sadlittleman32

sadlittleman32

Was going to jump…now using SN
Sep 17, 2024
113
please don't judge me but I'm gonna play
Show me the meaning of being lonely - Backstreet Boys lol don't hate till you listen!
 
Plentiful_Despair

Plentiful_Despair

Experienced
Aug 23, 2024
261
Let me know if you'd like me to send the playlist to you, I'll gladly pass it along😄
Yeah just post it in here if you're finished, I'm sure many would want to listen
 
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HereIGoAgain24

HereIGoAgain24

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Sep 2, 2024
67
Probably a bunch of late '90s/early 2000s pop/rock songs. They're my comfort food, take me to a time that I was wayyyy more optimistic about the future and the world wasn't so unrelentingly bleak.
 
schrei_nach_liebe

schrei_nach_liebe

Experienced
Jul 6, 2023
226


Translation
Only for me you are alive
I pin medals to your face
You are devoted to me
You love me 'cause I love you not
You bleed for my salvation
A little cut and you get horny
The body totally blemished
Never Mind - anything goes

I hurt you
I'm not sorry
It serves you well
Hear how it screams

With you I'm spoilt for choice
Barbwire in the urethra
Lay your flesh in salt and pus
First you die then you live on
Bites, Kicks, hard punches
Tong, stump saw
wish for something, i won't negate
And insert you rodents

I hurt you
I'm not sorry
It serves you well
Hear how it screams

I hurt you
I'm not sorry
It serves you well
Hear how it screams

You are the ship, I am the captain
Where should this journey go
In the mirror i see your face
You love me 'cause I love you not
I hurt you
I'm not sorry
It serves you well
Hear how it screams

I hurt you
I'm not sorry
It serves you well
Hear how it screams

Or



Translation

You will see the light and the road is far to the touch
So easy to lose and not find
The right words are like thorn flowers
Like thin water through fingers
Somewhere in the dark, there was no strength to stay for a long time
I can't hold you anymore
The music in my heart is enough for two
Enough space for two
I'm waiting, I don't see dreams
I can't hear the beat of my heart
Leave but stay
There is a lot of space in my head, you can get lost
Leave but stay
There is a lot of space in my head, you can get lost
Leave but stay
There is a lot of space in my head, you can get lost
Leave but stay
There is a lot of space in my head, you can get lost
My heart is overflowing with you
My heart is overflowing with you
My heart is overflowing with you
My heart is overflowing with you
There's a lot of space in my head
There's a lot of space in my head
In the light of lanterns, there is no point in staying
They are here until the morning, we will already be cold
No more to be found like thorn flowers
Like loud words in the wind
I'm waiting, I don't see dreams
I can't hear the beat of my heart
Leave but stay
There is a lot of space in my head, you can get lost
Leave but stay
There is a lot of space in my head, you can get lost
Leave but stay
There is a lot of space in my head, you can get lost
Leave but stay
There is a lot of space in my head, you can get lost
There's a lot of space in my head
 
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