sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
What song describes how you're feeling? For me, it's Bohemian Rhapsody. "Nothing really matters, nothing really matters to me".
 
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CrazyDiamond04

CrazyDiamond04

Metal Fan- Wants to hang Under The Oak
May 8, 2023
476
St Anger.
 
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Seered Doom

Seered Doom

A nihilist going through an unrelinquished Hell
Sep 9, 2023
911
You're An Awful Person by R.I.P

"Self-control all drained away
So you took the chance to run away
What a suitable decision for someone the likes of you
Deplorable.
You're horrible"
 
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Morgengrauen

Morgengrauen

Sunshine Ward
Sep 10, 2023
99
Woe Bather - Oh Achlys please love me once more II

"It doesn't matter how
How I try in this life....
Farther from the growth....
I'll see this earth perish ...

Once more...
Fall asleep to the end

So numb for you
For everything
So numb for love
For wishing

So numb (for you)
So numb( for love)

So numb, never want to feel
So numb, would you heal
Heal me

este mundo moribundo me pone más ansioso
(This dying world makes me more anxious)
todos los días es lo mismo
(Every day is the same)
cada día trato de ser feliz
(Every day I try to be happy)
todo lo que me siento entumecido
(All i feel is numb)
las cosas bonitas que debo sentir
(The beautiful things that I must feel)
no siento nada
(I do not feel anything)
por favor
(Please)

She promised me (my end)
She promised me (it would end)
It would end

So numb, never want to feel
So numb, would you heal
Heal me"
 
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Dead Horse

Dead Horse

Hopeless, but literally
Nov 14, 2018
151
What song describes how you're feeling? For me, it's Bohemian Rhapsody. "Nothing really matters, nothing really matters to me".
I like this part:
Mama, ooooh. I don't wanna die
I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all

Two songs that came to mind (both by Simon & Garfunkel):
A Most Peculiar Man
I Am a Rock
 
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bluebus

meet me at the back of the blue bus
Aug 5, 2023
424
Two songs that came to mind (both by Simon & Garfunkel):
A Most Peculiar Man
I Am a Rock
Love Simon & Garfunkel
"And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people, maybe more
People talking without speaking
People hearing without listening
People writing songs that voices never share
No one dared
Disturb the sound of silence"
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
I like this part:
Mama, ooooh. I don't wanna die
I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all

Two songs that came to mind (both by Simon & Garfunkel):
A Most Peculiar Man
I Am a Rock
Lol I always wish I'd never been born at all

I like The Sound of Silence!
 
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Ruma

Ruma

Experienced
Dec 26, 2021
250
My Chemical romance - Mama

Mama were all full of lies
Mama were meant for the flies
And right now they're building a coffin your size
Mama were all full of lies.

Mama we all go to hell
Mama we all go to hell
It's really quite pleasant
Except for the smell
Mama we all go to hell.
 
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derpyderpins

derpyderpins

In the Service of the Queen
Sep 19, 2023
1,861
Recently I've been a little fixated on "Longtime Sunshine" by Weezer's frontman Rivers Cuomo.

"Sometimes I wanna pack it all up, Get on a bus and move to Vermont
Or Maine, or any of those states back east That I remember
Sometimes I wanna go back to school: An east coast college with some history
I'd be satisfied, I know, In the simple things

Longtime, sunshine upon me

Sometimes I wanna build a house With a woodstove or a fireplace
And in the middle of the living room: An old piano
Sometimes it don't seem so bad To settle down with a good woman
And leave this lonely life behind Forever and ever

Longtime, sunshine upon me

Sometimes I wanna get in a car, close my eyes and drive real fast
Keep on going 'till I get someplace where I can truly rest"
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
Recently I've been a little fixated on "Longtime Sunshine" by Weezer's frontman Rivers Cuomo.

"Sometimes I wanna pack it all up, Get on a bus and move to Vermont
Or Maine, or any of those states back east That I remember
Sometimes I wanna go back to school: An east coast college with some history
I'd be satisfied, I know, In the simple things

Longtime, sunshine upon me

Sometimes I wanna build a house With a woodstove or a fireplace
And in the middle of the living room: An old piano
Sometimes it don't seem so bad To settle down with a good woman
And leave this lonely life behind Forever and ever

Longtime, sunshine upon me

Sometimes I wanna get in a car, close my eyes and drive real fast
Keep on going 'till I get someplace where I can truly rest"
Mood
 
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Kundalini Guy

Kundalini Guy

FULLY RECOVERED
Mar 27, 2023
516
 
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deleted

Warlock
Jul 31, 2020
708
I Skuggan Av Mig Själv
It's autumn again and paranoia reaches its climax
Through the cold penetrates the night into my flesh
Paralyzes the thoughts in my warped mind
Dry leaves dancing in the breeze behind me
Creates unpleasant sound of silence
And triggers up my already strong Madness
All passing visuals are potential enemies
I stare hateful toward every motherfucker
Hope that someone wanted to glance back
And give me a reason
to precipitate the telescopic baton ,
to kill him

The man I once was is gone
Nowadays , I am a monster
Driven by forces you never want to understand
But even I have loved
Anxiety can make one so tired
You lose as well as the willingness to try
You can not understand how it is
To only be a shadow of itself
I pick up tetra from the bag
Takes some big gulps of wine
Feeling a little warmer inside
And I think that this is the only love
I ever get to experience
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
Determined to carefully execute my plan to ctb like I've never been determined before and still being scared and confused about exactly how to pull it off.
 
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Silent_cries

Silent_cries

Too many flashbacks, can't take it anymore! Help!
Aug 10, 2021
1,419
I wish, but I can't find any that's about being so tired of life that even your body is giving in, if anybody know any, pls lmk though.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,155
 
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heroinhero

heroinhero

Member
Jan 23, 2024
21
Roman candle - elliott smith

I want to hurt it
I want to give it pain
Im a roman candle
My head is full of flames
 
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_Broken_alice

_Broken_alice

She/Her
Nov 19, 2023
226
Also happens to be the inspiration for our name as it fits who alice is so well. alice is what is left after everything else was broken again and again.




Just a warning, this one can be quite triggering...
 
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DarkRange55

DarkRange55

I am Skynet
Oct 15, 2023
1,842
Occasionally this:
 
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tsumihoroboshi

tsumihoroboshi

Lost Impact
Oct 31, 2023
199


This one currently.
 
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Ferdinand Bardamu

Ferdinand Bardamu

No Future For Democracy
Feb 22, 2024
295
 
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vak

vak

In recovery 🤞
Feb 13, 2024
238
No Radiohead? 😝

I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here
 
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26mmmm

Experienced
Feb 12, 2024
207
What song describes how you're feeling? For me, it's Bohemian Rhapsody. "Nothing really matters, nothing really matters to me".
Suicide is painless by MASH
Yesterday by the beatles
 
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Dliena

Dliena

𝚂𝚂 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝙽𝚘. 43,53?
Dec 22, 2023
1,889
 
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BorderlineChellery

BorderlineChellery

I was never meant for this life...
Feb 19, 2024
66
Unravel - Jonathan Young

Entangled in the loneliness
The memory of innocence
It's stinging me, it's breaking me
The pain is spreading endlessly
I cannot move, I close my eyes
I try to breathe, I realize -
I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed
Unravel the world
 
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Malaria

Malaria

If I can't be my own, I'd feel better dead
Feb 24, 2024
1,085
There are so many, but I'll just name some:

- Down In A Hole by Alice in Chains
- New Dawn Fades by Joy Division
- How Soon Is Now? by The Smiths
- No Surprises by Radiohead
- Asking For It by Hole
- Nobody by Mitski
- Nervous Breakdown by Black Flag
- This Is The Day by The The
- Grey Zone Ni Te by wowaka
- I Deserve To Bleed by Sushi Soucy
- Fragile Dreams by Anathema
- Millstone by Brand New
- Lost in the Supermarket by The Clash
- I'd Rather Sleep by Kero Kero Bonito
- I Just Wasn't Made For These Times by Beach Boys
- Suicide by Get Set Go

These songs have gotten me through some really awful times...
 
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