Help What should I do?

[FailerQt.]

If anyone read my previous story post, I mentioned how I've lost an access to my chosen method because of certain circumstances. The method is exit bag with nitrogen. However, I lost my regulator and gas cylinder, the most expensive parts and would need to replace them which I currently can't afford as those are the most pricey components of the set-up. I am at a point where myself I am unsure about what to actually do. Should I wait and hope to land a job (which seems so impossible currently) to replace them in a few months? Or should I try different, cheaper method? The night-night piqued my interest as it seems very cheap, but apparently difficult to pull off. I don't want a method where I digest something as I am pretty sure my body would just make me throw up even with antimetics. Even a little insight or an idea might be helpful. Thanks anybody in advance.

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

I was doing this method with someone I knew a few months ago who ended up dying from train, and I had found some resources that had went more in depth with this method... I think you'd have to wait for the gas cylinder, but you can get less expensive ones from Amazon by getting a camping gas cylinder in units, which has more space and volume. For cheaper, unsure, but this method would just need you to just fill in the gas and get it filled, and the grade doesn't matter either, you'd just need to get a scuba mask, and your tubes, and lay down, and you're done. I did this and failed because I was fucking fat, but you'd definitely prefer argon gas or nitrogen to helium, especially the mask that can reach your nose.


Edit: Try Harber's, mention in PM

Hope this helps.

 

[FailerQt.]

I think you'd have to wait for the gas cylinder, but you can get less expensive ones from Amazon by getting a camping gas cylinder in units, which has more space and volume. .

The problem is this would take several months of waiting again as I really can't afford the cylinder and regulator at the moment. I have researched this method extensively and had everything ready. My way to go was good old plastic bag for oven, I know scuba mask would be better but again, financial reasons and even more research needed for that.
I kinda want to CTB ASAP, but have no way to do so, that's why night-night method interested me as I could attempt it every night if I desired so.

 

[areyousafe??]

I would wait and try for the job first. I always consider suicide as a last resort.

 

[FailerQt.]

I would wait and try for the job first. I always consider suicide as a last resort.

Generally not a bad idea, but I'm gonna be 30 this year and I'd like to leave this place before that happens if possible. Getting job seems like such an impossible task nowadays. My inbox is full of rejections without even any interview.

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

The problem is this would take several months of waiting again as I really can't afford the cylinder and regulator at the moment. I have researched this method extensively and had everything ready. My way to go was good old plastic bag for oven, I know scuba mask would be better but again, financial reasons and even more research needed for that.
I kinda want to CTB ASAP, but have no way to do so, that's why night-night method interested me as I could attempt it every night if I desired so.

What is your budget now? I get the hassle and it hurts a lot :<

Also, the bag would help, yes, but which optional route are you more interested in momentarily?

Some scuba masks would be expensive, true. I'd guess you'd be interested in just breathing tubes? I can share them privately and which ones I searched that helped someone nearly die from ym suggestion.

Cylinders are expensive, ut try the camping version, as it can still hold as much gas in. I'll link you the sources.

 

[NegevChina]

If anyone read my previous story post, I mentioned how I've lost an access to my chosen method because of certain circumstances. The method is exit bag with nitrogen. However, I lost my regulator and gas cylinder, the most expensive parts and would need to replace them which I currently can't afford as those are the most pricey components of the set-up. I am at a point where myself I am unsure about what to actually do. Should I wait and hope to land a job (which seems so impossible currently) to replace them in a few months? Or should I try different, cheaper method? The night-night piqued my interest as it seems very cheap, but apparently difficult to pull off. I don't want a method where I digest something as I am pretty sure my body would just make me throw up even with antimetics. Even a little insight or an idea might be helpful. Thanks anybody in advance.

To me the most peaceful and reliable methods are SN and Nitrogen+ EB. Just like you I could not succeed with anything I digest because my digestion system is not functioning well. I can not suggest any method to you, but I can describe how my own methods evolved since the moment I've understood I must CTB.
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At first I panicked and thought of jumping from 9th floor (cheap), train (cheap), hanging (bought a rope) and even drowning after OD of sleeping pills (this method would have probably failed miserably).
As I got used to the facts of my destroyed life, and could start buying more stuff, I began considering the following more peaceful methods:
CO, that if done correctly can be as peaceful as Nitrogen, (cheap: bought charcoals and a grill, and later a good CO detector for testing). I found out this method is very dangerous if fails, so it must be researched, planned and tested with a CO detector. I abandoned this method and made preparations for IG, got the Nitrogen cylinder, regulator+flow meter and constructed an EB.
It all depended on how desperate I was, and at the beginning I was so desperate I just wanted to jump from 9th floor which I have access to. I'm still considering it as a plan B if something goes wrong with my Nitrogen system and things get so bad that I cant bear it at all.
I understand every method has a risk of failure and might cause severe injury in a way that might make ones life much worse than before but this time without option to CTB.