What scares you most about SN

[Nightwillalwayswin]

I'd say the feeling of suffocation caused by hypoxia. I've been through a few tachycardia and found it curious rather than overwhelming. I see vomiting annoying but bearable.
Still, I see it as a peaceful death compared to other methods. I feel pretty calm having it

My plan is to take it on Saturday but this is the bit I can't overcome. If there is a risk I will feel like I can't breathe then I cannot do it as I'd definitely try and get help. I can't stand suffocation.

 

[Vicepuma]

That it doesn't work.

Surviving scares me. I can't imagine finally having the courage to do it and then waking up again.

The good thing is that there apparently isn't any permanent physical damage? So nobody would know you tried it.

I know I'd feel absolutely awful though.

 

[Unlucked]

When I tried partial suspension I kept teetering on the edge of consciousness almost on the verge of passing out but not able to lose consciousness. I hope that doesn't happen with SN where you are aware of your consciousness fading away and not able to formulate a thought then feeling immense fear cos you can't concentrate on a single thought in your head. That's why I hope when you pass out from it you are actually unconscious not partially conscious or teetering on the edge of it being unable to scream till you die due to your body being weak, that happened to me with partial and I dont want it to happen again. It felt like every second was an eternity.

 

[Crusader]

When you are scared Diazepam might be a good idea.

 

[sparkie]

When I eventually get the courage to do this I'm going to have to be drunk so have been told this won't work with the SN method so going to have to use a different method

 

[x_LittleAmy_x]

Scared of being along when I do it.

 

[it's_all_a_game]

Only thing that scares me is being caught. Compared to other methods I have tried, like getting hit by a train and drowning, SN is a cakewalk.

 

[shijsrzh]

Only thing that scares me is being caught. Compared to other methods I have tried, like getting hit by a train and drowning, SN is a cakewalk.

I worry about getting caught when trying to hang myself. I don't need some idiot cutting me down (I mean from the tree) when I could finally succeed.

 

[Some1's_Wasted_Fetus]

If I could find a high enough place with no security or people around I'd jump. Yes SI will be a bitch to get over but at least I won't be dealing with it for more than a few seconds. I could get drunk or high (or maybe both) before jumping. My body will be basically obliterated from the fall but I plan on being cremated anyway so either way I won't have much of a body in the end.

You sound exactly like me. I also wish I could jump. I want a method that can't be terminated midway or reversed if someone finds you which is why it was either jumping or a bullet to the head initially. My state doesn't have many high enough places (like sky scrapper/construction crane level high) for me to feel confident in 100% no survival. The highest places where I live restrict rooftop access and I don't trust parking garages. I've seen that it can work because people take their lives from parking garages and it ends up on the news all the time but I want a height so high that survival is basically out of the question as soon as you hit the ground regardless of the way you land. I know for a fact I could overcome the SI and just jump if I had access and a little something in my system lol

 

[Taos]

You sound exactly like me. I also wish I could jump. I want a method that can't be terminated midway or reversed if someone finds you which is why it was either jumping or a bullet to the head initially. My state doesn't have many high enough places (like sky scrapper/construction crane level high) for me to feel confident in 100% no survival. The highest places where I live restrict rooftop access and I don't trust parking garages. I've seen that it can work because people take their lives from parking garages and it ends up on the news all the time but I want a height so high that survival is basically out of the question as soon as you hit the ground regardless of the way you land. I know for a fact I could overcome the SI and just jump if I had access and a little something in my system lol

My problem is I could fall from a great height if on my meds, but never jump. The only place I know that's tall enough and vertical is a notorious suicide spot hundreds of miles from me lol.

 

[life-eternal]

I think SN is one of the best methods in terms of accessibility/pain/price. I've read experieneces of people that have survived and most mentioned that it is painless, just feels uncomfortable. I can deal with that. There was one post of someone saying they felt the worst pain ever, but not sure if post was legit, since like 90% of the other posts say that it was relatively painless. Either fake story or he suffered from something that interefered with it.

 

[Aeathelina]

Terrified of the hypoxia and rapid heartbeat. I already have really bad anxiety and when my heart beat ticks up and get horribly nauseated. Other than that it would difficult for me to stick to the plan of SN because I would be tempted to down the whole thing and I have heard that it's a painful way to die

 

[Rustysoupcan]

I'm scared of the N/V, and the tachycardia. I know with SN I would be in a panic before I die and I dont really want that. I would prefer CO or an exit bag but I'm worried of failing and being severely impaired.

 

[loopylou]

I'm mostly concerned about the rapid heartbeat. I already suffer from anxiety and have had countless panic attacks, so the idea of tachycardia is unnerving.

Other than that, SN sounds like a fairly quick and very effective method. It's not ideal by any means, but I don't think it's as horrific as people make it out to be on here.

Propranolol will stop that

 

[Moose.000]

It's unpredictability.

 

[noname223]

In my country it is illegal to obtain and I hate legal trouble.

 

[Foreversad]

Propranolol will stop that

That what i was about to say .in case i need sn in future i obtained mine today .not sure if sn would serve my purpose or fit me in the future but id like to have prop at hoem

That what i was about to say .in case i need sn in future i obtained mine today .not sure if sn would serve my purpose or fit me in the future but id like to have prop at hoem

*Home

 

[listeningpost1379]

I'm scared of nausea. I really hate throwing up.

 

[MsMaudlin]

I think being sick scares me the most.
Also having to make the drink even stronger as I'm a really large build.

I'm going to look into putting it into capsules. I know that's not ideal
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